"Kakashi…look after Rin…for me…"

Kakashi hung his head, remembering his promise to Obito – his broken promise.

D'You breathe the name of the savior, in your hour of need?

And taste the blame if the flavor should remind you of greed

I had always treated you like crap… Obito, you'll never know how sorry I am. Kakashi turned and walked away from the memorial stone.

Of implication, insinuation, and ill will 'til you cannot lie still

He kept his head down as he walked to his apartment. Ever since his team separated, Kakashi's been more kept to himself. He finds little reason – except visiting the memorial stone – to leave his apartment. He just sits on his bed, nearly insanity.

In all this turmoil, before red cape and foil come closing in for kill

Kakashi slammed the door to his apartment and sat down on his bed, staring at a picture of Obito. He took off his headband and buried his face in his hands to cry.

Come feed the rain

'Cause I'm thirsty for your love, dancin' underneath the skies of lust

Obito, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry…

Yeah, feed the rain

'Cause without your love, my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Kakashi looked next to the picture at the custom kunai knife Yondaime Hokage had given him when he became a Jonnin. He had no children, no one but a squad of teenagers to tell his story.

He picked up the kunai.

It's all a game, avoidin' failure, when true colors will bleed

Naruto, Sasuke, Sakura. Considering the circumstances as to why they're training under the three Sannin, it's not much to show for a life.

All in the name of misbehavior and the things we don't need

For so long, Kakashi has wanted Obito…but Obito loved Rin, not him. And even after Obito had been crushed by the boulder and gave up his eye, Kakashi still couldn't tell him.

How long had he told the stone carved with Obito's name how he felt? How many times had he cried at night because he missed his friend?

I lust for after, no disaster can touch, touch us anymore

And more than ever, I hope to never fall where enough is not the same it was before

"Too many" Kakashi muttered as he shrugged off his vest.

Come feed the rain

'Cause I'm thirsty for your love, dancin' underneath the skies of lust

He shoved the kunai knife into his stomach and moved it from side to side. Blood poured from his open stomach and pooled on his bed before dripping onto the floor.

Yeah, feed the rain

'Cause without your love, my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Kakashi slumped and fell off of the bed, falling on his stomach and sending the kunai through his back.

Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning

Obito…

Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning…!