Ok, its the same concept as Stand By Me, only a completely different story. i am writing this one completely on my own and i have many more freedoms in what i write and i don't have to follow with what another writer wants. I am not changing POV's throughout the entire story unless demanded by reviews :) so, i hope you enjoy my new/old story, Glass!
Oh, Yeah, i am going to put song recommendations with each chapter. this time the song is called Glass by Gavin Degraw. Check it out.
Biting my nails, I looked up at him anxiously. I wanted him to say something. I needed him to say something. The dead silence was killing me. I could only sit in the silent bedroom for so long. Usually, guys yelled and got really upset when there mate got pregnant.
"Jacob," I croaked, climbing up on my knees. "Please say something. I'm so sorry."
He sighed and ran his hands through his sleek, black hair. It was longer than it had been in a while. I liked his hair long, though. He knew that, too. That's why he hadn't cut it lately.
"It's not your fault," he said, looking up at me. "We should have been more protected, Ness."
Actually, it was my fault. Out of all the nights that I could have chosen to not take the pill, it was that one. I just couldn't bring myself to tell him that but—
"the condom broke," he said immediately. "It's my fault."
That was when I got really angry. All this time I blamed myself for not being on the pill that night when he didn't even use a condom!
"What?" I cried, standing up. "Why am I just finding this out?"
"Ness, I'm sorry!"
He followed me out of the bedroom and into the small living room. The house was a wedding gift from my grandparents.
I quickly threw on my coat, grabbed the keys off the kitchen table and hurried to the car. I probably should have mentioned that I wasn't protected at all but that could wait.
As I drove through the pouring rain on the way to the home of my entire family, the tiny La Push houses whirled by me. they were blurred by my on- coming tears.
Before I could even get two steps into the house, everybody crowded around me. My dad probably read my mind from the end of the drive. Plus, they all probably heard me coming.
"So you're pregnant?" Bella gasped. Yeah, he read my mind. Much to my dismay. "When did you find out?"
"Is it the dog's?" Emmett boomed.
"Are you going to keep it?" Esme asked.
I was bombarded with so many questions running through my mind. I practically fell back on the couch. Bella's hands flew to catch me but I reassured her that I was fine. I just needed a seat.
"What happened between you and Jacob?" Edward asked, taking a seat next to me. Of course he would know that something happened. He knew everything in my life. For the short time that I was in school with normal children, he knew how my day was before I even walked through the door.
"well, I found out the condom broke--,"
Before I could continue, Edward grinned and Bella took his spot. He didn't like these discussions with me.
"Continue," she pressed.
I closed my eyes and sighed. I opened them again to continue. "Ok, so, I found out that the condom broke that night and Jake just didn't tell me. So I got really mad. Which, probably shouldn't have because I wasn't on the pill that night. So this is partly my fault," I placed my hands on my temples and sighed. It was all to much to take in for one day. I was so caught up in the moment that I didn't even realize more silent tears were rolling down my cheeks, leaving warm streaks in there path.
"Oh, honey," Bella took her index finger and swiped my tear away slowly. "It'll be ok. Esme sat on the other side of me. I turned to face her as she began to speak.
"Everything is going to be alright," she kissed my forehead. "Just talk to Jacob. I'm sure he'll understand."
I nodded. I heard someone behind me clap once.
"I think Nessie and I need to go for a little retail therapy. Always helps me! Bella, Edward, can I take her to Port Angeles for a little shopping?" Alice asked.
I could see in Alice's amber eyes that she was so eager to take me shopping. She couldn't wait to get me out of my sweat pants and old t-shirt and into something much more high end. Her shopping trips were always fun, though.
"Go ahead," Bella agreed.
In seconds, Alice had me off my feet. She grabbed her keys and without protest, I hopped in her brand new Yellow Porsche. Every year she got a new version of the same car. I never understood her obsession with Yellow Porsche's.
"Let's do this," she grinned smugly. She slammed her foot on the gas and we went flying. The rain passed the windows at amazing speed. I didn't realize how fast we were even going.
"So, why do you love yellow Porsche's so much?" I asked her as we sped down the high way. "Ever since I was born, its always a yellow Porsche for you."
She chuckled and kept her eyes on the road. "it's a very long story, I don't care to explain." she gasped.
"What?" I cried. I wide grin slowly crept across her lips. "Alice? Are you alright?"
"I am so throwing you a baby shower! Oh it'll be so much fun!"
I shook my head slowly. "Alice, really, its ok. I don't really like parties all that much. I am more of a quiet get together kind of person. I especially don't like presents."
She sighed and grimaced. I had obviously upset her by refusing the shower.
"Your just like your mother," she muttered just loud enough for me to hear. She was right, I was exactly like my mother in so many ways. I liked it that way. But, I was also like my father just as much.
"It sucks that I cant see your future. I could see if you would ever agree to the shower or not. But, oh well."
It was silent for a few moments.
"Can I please throw the shower? Please, please, please? Parties are always so much fun and they end with everybody happy. Well, with one exception, but, that was so long ago."
"No," I said sternly.
She huffed and continued driving. "Fine."
It was completely silent the rest of the way. But, she wouldn't stop chattering during the whole shopping trip. Every store, she would buy bags and bags and bags of clothing. Whether it was for me or for her, I didn't know.
It was late when we finally left. Very late. I was so exhausted from the day. I fell asleep on the way home.
"Wake up, sleepyhead," she shook me awake. I realized we were home. The Porsche was tucked away safely in the garage. "ive already unloaded all the bags, come inside. Someone wants to see you."
I rubbed my eyes and moaned. I felt like I hadn't even slept. I was still so exhausted. I wanted to go back home. To my bed. To Jacob. But, that was hard at the time.
She pulled me out of the car and dragged me inside. It was when I saw Jacob sitting in living room--waiting for me--that I really woke up. Everyone else
"Hey," he said softly in his calm, Jacob voice that I loved. "They told me everything. About the pill. I'm not mad. I'm the one who should be sorry. I should have told you that the condom broke after--"
Before he could continue, I latched myself tightly into his arms. I wanted him more than I wanted anything. I hated when we fought.
"Can we go home?" I asked, looking up at him. We were still embraced in a tight hug.
"Wait, don't forget your clothes," Alice hurried into the rooms with so many bags, I couldn't even count. She grinned and practically danced out.
"yeah," he laughed. "Let's go."