Author's Note: Okay, I'm BACK and I'm bringing a sequel* with me. =) It is completly AU and at times will probably be incredibly OOC, but I hope you all enjoy, and continue to support my writing endeavors. ^^
All standard disclaimers apply. Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer, other than that - everything belongs to me. Please do not copy and say it's yours, as I have said, that is sad and not very nice. :)
* You do not have to read 'Of Lies and Deception' to understand this, but it is recommended that you do. ^^ Okay I'll stop babbling... enjoy this peek into my new fic!
My name is Jacob Lucien Cullen, and I am forever frozen at nineteen. I have issues with almost everything - and quite frankly - they're your everyday run of the mill issues except made a hundred times worse because I'm such a freak.
First off, I don't belong in this world - the human world, nor do I belong in the fantasy world. I'm in between - in limbo. My mother is half vampire and half human, whereas my father is full vampire, and in their decision to reproduce, they produced a mutt - me.
Don't get me wrong, although I may sound cynical and bitter, I'm generally a pretty happy person. I'm loved, and I love in return, but that routine gets kind of old after the first hundred years or so. I have had to live through loving so many human girls, and each and everyone of them I had to let go, so that they could live the life I could never have.
Maybe things wouldn't have been so bad if I were a human, at least then I could be normal. Or even if I was a vampire - that'd be pretty cool. But no, I get stuck with eternal life with none of the perks.
When I was younger, I used to always think that everyone was like my family. Pale, white and unchanging. But as I grew up, I learned that was not the case. Instead of going to school to learn, I went to school to blend in.
I have lived twenty four different lives, and each and everyone one ended with me being forced to leave behind everything that I had strived to build up. This is how I came to be.