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Chapter One - News


"Bella, I don't want you to come with me" He spoke the words slowly and precisely.

"You..don't... want... me?


Ever since I heard Him say those words I've never been the same. It still hurts me to think and talk about them but now the hurt and pain has just turned into hatred and anger. I've got on with my life now I'm currently attending Dartmouth and I'm studying English. I also have a boyfriend, he's not anything like Him and I wouldn't say that I was in love with him but he cares about me and I care about him.

His names Logan. He has blonde messy hair and bright blue eyes. He's about 6 foot, which towers over me as I am only 5'2. Girls think of him as hot, which he is, but He can beat him in looks any day. I meet Logan in my first year of college, he is also studying English. We have a lot in common for example, music and books. I think that's why I like him. We have been dating for just under two years now, I haven't made the same mistakes as I did with Him though, I haven't become too attached. I have my own life apart from Logan. He knows about them though and understands that I want to take our relationship slow.

After He left, I became empty, emotionless, a zombie. Charlie couldn't stand seeing me like that and didn't know how to handle it so he sent me off to Mum, in Florida. I don't blame him and I'm not mad at him. I slowly became myself again. I'm not the same as I used to be. I'm more angry and more confident now. In all honesty I like the new me. I don't let anyone push me around and I don't let anyone think that I'm someone that's easy to break. When they left me it made me stronger.

I've changed a lot in my appearance as well. I had lost a lot of weight when they first left but now I have put it back on and I actually have curves in all the right places. My hair is longer than before and now reaches the middle of my back. I have actually done a bit of modelling for local magazines. I'm not clumsy anymore, meaning that I can in fact wear heals without killing someone.


I had just come home to my mum, from college for the summer. Logan was staying for a few weeks before he went to see his parents in New York. I had just finished my second year at college.

Two more years left.

I had been here for two days now, it felt good to be home and have Logan with me.

Me and Logon were cuddling on the bed in my room watching music news on TV.

"I'M BORED" I yelled so loud causing Logan to fall off the bed taking me with him. We just laid on the floor, laughed for what seemed like hours. We both had tears rolling down our faces when we finally decided to get up.

"How about we go get some ice cream" He said with a big cheesy smile on his face. Which I couldn't help but laugh at. Logan seriously has problems, I think he's a bit addicted to Ice cream. Every time we can't think of something to do he always says that we should get ice cream. He seriously loves the stuff.

"Okay lets go get some ice cream." I laughed.

We were just about to leave when -

"Bella can you come in here for a second, darling" My mum called from the living room. She sounded as if she had been crying. I quickly walked into the living room with Logan close behind me. My mum was sat on the couch with her head in her hands. As she lifted her head. I noticed that her eyes were all red and bloodshot. "Mum, what's the matter? Is it Phil? Is he injured?" I ask as I went to sit next to her and Logan sat on her other side. Logan put his arm around her, as I grabbed her hand in mine.

She looked me in the eyes and said "I have something important to tell you Bella" She looked down at our hands and then looked up at me again. " B-Billy Black c-called today" Okay this must be serious, what would Billy be doing calling my mum. "Charlie was involved in an incident at work." She paused and in that moment my heart had stopped. My mums hands tightened around mine. I could feel her shaking.

No this cant be happening. My Dad.

No, she cant be about to tell me that-

"He didn't make it, Bella"



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