AN: I'm not Stephenie Meyers, no profit is made.

WARNING: This story is extremely dark and has lots of violence. Please do not proceed if you are offended by graphic violence or sex. Although not every chapter will have sex or violence, most will have one or the other, or maybe both.

This story is OOC and is All Human. I can't answer any questions about the ending or I would give away the plot, but please trust me, I won't let you down. The story it's dark and full of angst, but underneath all, it is still a love story, so please keep that in mind as you are reading this. Thanks!

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EPOV

It was pitch black and I was walking barefoot on gravel, moving away from my house in the dead of the night. I had forgotten to wear shoes, never mind a jacket, and the night was cold, just like that heartless bitch.

My happy marriage had turned into a nightmare faster than I could blink my eyes twice. Tanya had not only stolen all of my money, but had cheated on me with my partner, my childhood friend, the man I shared everything I valued with. James. She left me on the street, all fucked up and dry.

I was now a poor, pathetic man, living once again at my parents' house with no career, no hopes and no dreams. I was worthless.

The worst part was that I should've known better. I should've listened to my sister Alice when she tried to warn me about Tanya, and I should have dumped that bitch the moment I laid eyes on her. I refused to listen, and now I was paying the consequences.

I shivered as I continued my walk, my internal musings keeping me from knowing my destination. I made a sudden stop and I gasped when I realized where I was.

There, in its entire splendor, was my home. The home I had bought for my love, for Tanya. I had imagined so many things, so many happy endings. I wanted kids, a big family, and happiness. I wanted it all and I was fool enough to think that I almost had it.

Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn,
Worms squeezing their way through my toes
Tonight that's how it goes.
I'm at your window kneeling quiet,
I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right
Get your heart right
"Let him go!"

Without realizing it I was now standing outside what I knew was the master bedroom. I didn't hesitate with my moves as I approached the large glass window. I took a deep breath and I chanced a glance inside before gasping once more.

There she was, kissing James from the side, while his hands were wrapped around her waist, he standing behind her. It had always been him behind her, behind every single move she made.

I watched in silence as he broke the kiss before licking the length of her neck, his hands roaming her perky chest. Tanya moaned as he forcefully took her shirt off before removing her bra so that he could continue his ministrations.

Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor
As he embraces every inch of you
The woman I adore.
I can't believe the way you're bending
Can't believe this never ending moaning asking him for more
I heard you begging him for more

I gasped once again as he lowered her skirt, revealing the fact that she was going commando. I closed my fists in anger as he plunged a finger inside her pussy, while rubbing himself against her back as she moaned his name over and over.

I could feel my anger rise as Tanya came undone with her orgasm; the only thing that was understandable from her moaning was James' name.

I suddenly felt like a total creep, a fucking voyeuristic asshole, taking in such a personal moment, but a moment that should have been mine.

How far will I go
To make it feel right? "Come home"
I have to fix this on my own

Replace my heart,
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
Replace my heart,
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping…..end

I braced myself against the wall as he pushed Tanya, chest down, onto the bed, dropping his shirt and trousers in a swift movement. I gagged as I saw his member stand in attention before he forcefully penetrated her, her face a mask of pure ecstasy.

I needed to stop this; I needed to put an end to this nightmare. I needed to turn away, go home, and forget either of them ever existed. I tried to will myself to turn back, but I couldn't move.

Before I knew it, I was creeping along the fence, jumping inside the lush patio like a common criminal.

I crept in close enough to see the way he touched her,
From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot
he pleased and pleased her.
I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable
It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go.

I moved fast and with purpose, hoping that she still left the patio doors open so that I could have easy access. I no longer thought of what I was doing, there was this strong impulse driving my movements, almost like a deadly robot stalking its next prey.

I swallowed a sob as I entered our living room, noticing that nothing had changed. It was as if I was the one who had never been in this place, as If I had dreamed being in someone else's life. I hesitated for a second before moving towards the bedroom. I needed to see, face to face, the two devils in my life. I couldn't hold back any longer. I had reached the point of no return and my anger soared.

I squeezed the life into my brain
Like pushing knives into a vein
I've gotta get, I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside
So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness
Of my living room, my living room
This used to be my home

How far will I go
To make it feel right? "Come home"
I'm moving forward to the bedroom door

Replace my heart
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
Replace my heart
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping…end

I took a deep breath before turning the door knob slowly, careful not to give myself away. I counted to ten before pushing the door, revealing the disgusting scene before me little by little. From where I was standing I could see James' cock push inside Tanya's pussy over and over, while they both moaned each other's name. How sickening.

I decided that it was now or never. I needed to make my presence known, and I needed to put an end to all this shit. I was done, done, done, and I was gone, gone, gone. The monster within me soared while taking away the last shred of the human I once was. It was game time, and I was holding up for the final touchdown.

I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow
Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom
I had to see this happening.
He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang and bounced off every wooden walled room
And that's when all went silent blank except the color red
As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed
I said "I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see
How good this new man really fucks you. Cause you both been fucking me."

"Well isn't this wonderful!" The monster in me exclaimed.

"What a fucking beautiful scene. How do you like fucking my leftovers?" I asked James as they both looked at me in shock, their bodies still connected.

James smirked at me before continued to fuck her, while Tanya's face lost all trace of color.

"What the fuck are you doing here, Edward? You have no right to enter my house like that," Tanya yelled while pushing James off her and standing straight.

"I know I'm not fucking supposed to be in the house I built for us, the one I gave you along with my heart, but who gives a shit, Tanya, really who cares?" I yelled as James sat down on the bed, laughing.

You won't be laughing for long, asshole. I thought to myself.

"Edward, Edward, how disappointing. Are you really feeling that low?" James asked, the smirk never leaving his face.

"Fuck you, James" I said as I pulled a pistol out of my pants. What the fuck? Where did this come from? I wondered as I pointed the gun to Tanya, and slowly moved it towards James.

"Edward, my brother, what are you doing?" James squeaked and I couldn't contain my laughter.

"What does it look like, brother?" I said in a low, but harsh whisper before I pulled the trigger, hitting him straight in the head.

"So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair
I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare
I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this in what seems easy quick and painless
So I'll get down to business
I choose you first, there's a gun, its at your head
So laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the bed
You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said."
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red

I was truly a monster, and I was enjoying myself.

I laughed out loud as Tanya began to scream, while scrambling to gather some clothes. I doubled over in laughter as she crawled desperately around the room, trying to figure out a way to grab something without getting too close.

"Edward, please, what are you doing?" she whimpered.

"I'm having fun, just like you did with me," I replied in a cold voice.

"Please, Edward, I love, you, please" she begged as I resumed my laughing.

Finally giving up with the idea of putting something on, she grabbed the blanket from the bed and wrapped it around her trembling body. She then took a deep breath and started moving towards me.

"Where do you think you are going?" I asked her while lifting the gun.

"Edward…" was all she said before I pulled the trigger once again.

Then the screaming oh the screaming
It's nice to see you scared
Of such a weak and stupid husband
Who knows you never really cared
I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head
Was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live?

Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red
I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back
Then placed the barrel in my mouth
All I saw was black.

I started to sob uncontrollably while I looked at my handy work. I was now truly worth it, I didn't deserve to live any longer.

I cried as I tried to remember everything in my life that had made me happy, finally smiling when I thought of my wonderful parents and how they now were going to be better off.

I sat on the corner of the bed I had once shared with Tanya, and I moved the gun so that the mouth was gracing my temple.

"I loved you, bitch," I said in a hard bitter tone before pulling the trigger… and all was black.