A/N: I know this is a rediculously short first chapter, but the others will come shortly!! This is my first fanfiction on this particular website so i hope you like it!

PS: I dont own Twilight. All characters belong to Stephanie Meyer *sigh* but i wish i did...


The sky was just turning grey as I dejectedly plopped myself down on the main couch in the Cullen's spacious livingroom. Edward and the rest of the family had just departed on a hunting trip, leaving me behind with Jasper. I had always felt slightly awkward around Jasper. The distance that he kept from me at all times did nothing to ease the discomfort. Jasper was newer at the life that the Cullens had chosen; it was a struggle for him to refrain from human blood, mine included. I thought of Edward and felt an overwhelming need to touch him.

Jasper, who sat in a chair across the room, eyed me warily. I looked down at the floor, avoiding his unsettling gaze, blushing of course. I felt a sudden wave of calm wash over me and I sighed in relief. "Thanks."

"No problem, Bella. So how is school?" he asked me casually

School? I wonder why he wants to know about school...oh yeah, he graduated last year. He probably just wants to know how our...er...my friends are doing. "Umm.....boring as ever?" I didn't know what to say or what he wanted to know about. This is going to be a long weekend.

I had always been aware of how sexy he was, but toinght that awareness was magnafied tenfold. His muscular chest was bare underneath his botton-down shirt. Every botton was undone. His jeans were low cut and hung down dangerously low.


Bella was radiating her lust for Edward across the room and I didn't know how long I would be able to handle it. I felt my arousal growing. I sent a calming wave thoughout the room, trying to get rid of the sickeningneed that i felt at the moment.

"Thanks," she said awkwardly.

"No problem, Bella," anything, i thought, " so, how is school?" trivial information for which I certainly have no need, but I have to ease the tension. I could feel her attraction to me and remembered what Edward had said to me before he left.


"No matter what she says or does, don't touch her!" Edward had grumbled as he'd walked past me.

"Dont you trust me, brother?" I asked sweetly.

"I have my doubts. Although, I do feel slightly sorry for you. Bella can be a bit stubborn." Edward smirked and i sighed gratefully. Edward could be such a prude sometimes. I was glad that he was at least a little happy to be going hunting and not being with Bella. He would miss her terribly and would be obsessing over her the whole weekend, but it was a start.

"I'm still not sure though..." he sighed, bringing me back to reality.

"Edward, there's no need to be a prude. Nothing bad is going to happen! I promise." He looked convinced and went in to the living room to say goodbye to Bella. This was going to be a long week.....

*end flashback*