Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Naruto characters.

Warning: OOC, rape, violence, angst, abuse, yaoi, and some graphic material.

It's not night yet, but I can't keep my eyes open any longer. It happens sometimes, when he's angry or stressed. I actually lost count of how many times it has happened, but I can't seemed to get used to it.

It hurts, even when he's not trying to be rough. But it wasn't like this in the begining, no, he was tender, he was kind, he used to be gentle and whisper in my ear all the time.

It's been a while since I saw him smile at me, and sometimes I wonder if he cares that this is killing me.

But he's still here, so that must mean he still loves me... right?