AN: Ok...So this isn't gonna be a drabble challenge anymore. I'm just gonna do a bunch of chapters with songs. I think maybe in the next chapter I'll actually write a proper story though. Anyone who reads tell me what you think and we shall see.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of the characters or songs used, as much as I wish I did =[.

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Clumsy Card House - Blue October

Three days, four hours, ten minutes and thirty-nine seconds....forty......forty-one......

That is how long Bella has been in the hospital. Being her usual clumsy self she had fallen down some stairs and out a window, I hadn't left her side since she had been here. I refused to leave her.
I refused because I Alice Cullen had fallen in love with this beautiful, beyond perfect human. To my surprise she had actually fallen in love with a monster like myself as well.

To her I wasn't a monster though, I was her hero and because of that I would stay by her side forever.

Holiday - Green Day

This was it. After this moment everything would change. Nothing would ever be the same to me. Although that thought would scare most people it thrilled me.

"Bella are you sure?" This was the fifth time that she had asked.

" I -" kiss " have" kiss "never been" another kiss "more sure of anything in my life." A much longer, more passionate kiss. I slowly pulled away, but left my forehead leaning against hers.

" But wha-" I silenced her with another kiss.

"Alice....I am absolutely positive that this is what I want" I said it with finality in my voice. There was no more arguing, this would happen.

" Besides....If you didn't do it then I would just ask one of the others." She looked shocked.

"Bella this is the rest of your life you are talking about" She looked at me pleadingly.

"......True but I just see it as one big holiday from now on".

After a few more moments of ....discussion she agreed. Minutes later her fangs were in my neck and the venom was spreading throughout my body.

I had never been happier.

Get Over Me - Fefe Dobson

You beg and plead with me. You cry and take out your anger on me. I allow it.

You need to do this. You need to get this closure, thought it's not really closure.

I need to leave you behind and you need to get over me.

All I seem to do is cause you pain, though you say I don't I know that you cry at night because of me.

That is why for the sake of your happiness I'll live the rest of my days out in misery.

We could be perfect together but I always sabotage everything, so this time I'll do it before it gets too serious and I completely break you.

"Good bye Bella." Just like that I'm out of your room and your life for good.

Maybe someday I'll come back and see what you've done with your life, but for now I'll leave you to get over me.

In My Secret Life - Katie Melua

No-one would know about us, no-one ever could because they would never understand.

We would go on smiling at everyone and make them think that everything was okay throughout the day, but when night came it was our time. To be who we were and do what we did.

I needed punishment, in fact I craved it. I craved some sort of pain to know that I had done wrong.

You?..Well you just needed the blood. I think a part of you wanted to just see me happy as well. I don't really know the real reason but I know I'd die for the truth if I had to.

For now I was just happy that we had our secret life together.

No matter how twisted and dark it was.