A/N: First and foremost my poem that I need to practice everyday and second what I think Brooke should do too, give or take the pronouns and certain wording. That's why I decided to post on the OTH category again. Bad decision? No, if I thought it was worth losing sleep over. It's 12:20 AM now and I've got exams tomorrow. :/ So read, comprehend/reflect, and review.
This heart is guarded.
It has its reasons.
Filling vast pools of coldness,
Where doubts regally dictate,
How do I let anyone in?
When I'm frightened,
I'm hurting by putting distance,
Yet hurting myself by possibly caring about people,
I just don't want to be hurt.
Life has risks, feelings can be real, and if I can't take them,
Loneliness awaits my future.
So I have to fight back,
Tearing down these compartments one by one
And reveling in the peace of mind and happiness,
It will eventually return to me.