EPOV

200 years ago since I'd left her. 200 years since I left the love of my life. My existence.

****Flashback****

We were going back to Forks. It's been 6 months I'd last seen her.

The others waited in the woods while I scaled the front of her house and looked in her window.

When I did, I saw a lot of boxes with her stuff packed away in them. Curious, I opened the window and jumped in.

I heard people crying downstairs. I listened to their thoughts, once again curious.

'My baby girl…gone.' A picture of Bella's grave ran through Renee's mind. I zoned out, not wanting to 'hear' or 'see' anymore.

No! No! NO! I sunk to my knees, my head in my hands, and started to dry sob. I vaguely realized that my family was now in the room, asking me what was wrong.

No. This wasn't supposed to happen. Me leaving was supposed to keep her safe. Dammit!

****End Flashback****

"OMG! Edward!!!" Alice yelled.

"What?" I whispered, knowing she could hear. That's all I could manage anymore. All I did anymore was sit in the corner of my room, holding a picture of me and Bella at the meadow. I didn't go to school, I didn't hunt. After I had found out about Bella –cringe-I had asked my brothers to kill me. They thought I was a madman. Maybe I am. After they declined, I went to Italy, and asked the Volturi to kill me as well. They declined to, but asked me to join them. No way in hell.

"Get your sad, weepy ass down here!!!" she yelled.

I sighed, and reluctantly got up to go downstairs.

When I got there, they were all in there staring wide eyed at the TV that was now on commercial.

"What?" I growled, seeing no importance in this.

Alice and Emmett glared at me. Alice pointed to a spot on the floor and told me to sit.

I sighed again, and sat down.

"Why am I here?" I asked, impatient.

"JUST WAIT!!" they all yelled, even Carlisle, who never once lost his cool.

They were all blocking their minds from me. Bastards.

Suddenly a familiar shape appeared on the screen. My eyes widened and my ears perked. It couldn't be…

"So Hayley, what inspired you to form 'Paramore'?" the host asked. The image sharpened in my mind and I could make out five distinct figures. One of them was my Bella.

"Well, a few years back, a really great family left me, and left me with a broken heart. I started writing songs, and well here we are!" She responded with a smile. The audience 'Awed'.

"Well, you've said you've written songs about them. Are there any particular people?"

Bella looked down at her lap. "Yes," she answered, continuing hesitantly. "I wrote a lot for Edward. And a few for Alice."

"Why did you do this to her?" Jasper questioned from beside me. "Why did you do this to yourself?"

"It was for the better," I answered.

"Who's better?!? Both of you are severely depressed. I don't even have to be in the same Country to feel Bella's depression!"

I stared up at a furious Jasper. "She moved on," I told him. That set him off.

"Have you been listening to the same thing I have?" he yelled pointing at the screen. "It's obvious who she's talking about!"

"Who is this 'Edward'?"

"He was my boyfriend." She shook her head helplessly.

"Do you think he is watching?"

"No," she shook her head again, "probably not. But maybe his sisters are."

His fist pounded against my cheek and I went flying off the couch. I got up and stared at him blankly.

"Would you sing one of the songs you wrote for Edward and one of the one's you wrote for Alice?"

She looked towards her band mates who all nodded their heads. She grinned and said, "Sure."

They got up and went over to the stage. Bella stood in front of the mic and announced that the song they would be playing was called, 'That's what you get.' Then, I heard her soft, angelic voice come through the TV.

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

"This next song, is for the best friend a girl could ever have!"

Alice stared open mouthed at the TV in shock.

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're looking out for me you've got my back
So good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my
Shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cuz you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when somethin' aint right
Talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you", when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I found

A true friend you're here till the end
You pull me aside when somethin' aint right
Talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again

True friends will go to the end of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on to the ups and the downs cuz they got someone to believe in

You're a true friend you're here 'til the end
You pull me aside me aside when somethin' ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night,
No need to pretend
You're a true friend you're here 'til the end
You pull me aside when somethin' ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You're a true friend
You're a true friend

When the song finished, Bella grinned, and said thank you and good night to the audience, and then walked off with the band. Alice looked like she would burst into tears if she could.

Alice shut off the TV and looked at us wide-eyed. Emmett was the first to break the silence.

"We have to go and see her at her next concert!" he looked like Alice, when she got to go shopping.

They all looked at me, all thinking of ways to kill me if I didn't want to go and if we did go, how to apologize for leaving, and in Rose's case being so rude and mean to her.

I sighed. Looking at all of their faces, I could tell that they wanted to see her again. Almost as much as I did. Almost.

"Alice, find out when her next concert is and we'll go, no matter when it is."

She squealed loudly and took Rose's hand, pulling her up so that she could help her.

Are you sure son? Carlisle questioned silently, putting his hand on my shoulder.

I nodded, and before I could say anything, Rose came in talking very fast.

"Alicefoundticketstohernextconcertwhichistomorrownightandshegotthemandshealsogotbackstagepassesandshegotwristbandsfora'meetandgreet'."

Emmett grinned, and wrapped his arms around her.

"Rosie, can you say that a little bit slower?"

She took a deep breath and started again, slowly. "Alice found tickets to her next concert, which is tomorrow night, and she got them and she got backstage passes and she got wrist bands for a meet and greet."

"What time is the concert?" Jazz asked.

Rose opened her mouth to answer but was interrupted by Alice bounding into the room, and answering,

"8 o'clock."

"Well than, it's set. Let's start packing."

AN: You likey? Well, review-ey…whatever!

Songs:

That's what you get- Paramore

True Friend- Hannah Montana