Ino is beautiful. Of course she is beautiful, she won't allow herself to be anything less. She needs to be beautiful, needs to be the most beautiful person in the world, in the room, needs to be the one that everyone looks at. She needs to be the one that every guy wants and every girl wants to be. She is the top dog, and is determined to stay that way. She has to stay the prettiest, eating isn't really that important, she has to stay pretty. She has to have the best things as well, she has to, and she has to be in the spotlight, all the time, she has to feel all eyes on her, so if she took some things from some shops it's fine, it's fine, she had to, she had to so that she had the best things, and then everyone was shouting at her for it, everyone was angry and she was frightened and scared but she didn't mind so much because she was the center of attention, everyone was looking at her, noticing her. She was in the papers, the pretty young socialite, and everyone knew her name. Everyone knew her name, and everyone was looking at her, and it made her feel alive. She knows what everyone was thinking too, she knows that everyone could see how beautiful she was, she knows that people wanted her. After all, what's not to want? And now, here, she knows that she is the most beautiful person in here, as she knows she was the most beautiful person out there, but as it was out there there are other people, other people who are beautiful, other people who draw attention away from her, who people look at instead of her, and she hates it, can't stand it, it terrifies her that there are people who might be prettier than her, and so she has to earn the attention back, because she has to be the one whom no one can take their eyes off, and so she has to have the best body, she has to have the best clothes (which is so hard in here so so hard), she has to look the best, be the best, because every time the people are looking at someone who isn't her it kills her inside. Life is a movie, and she is the star. There are no supporting actors, everyone else is just there to look at her, to love her, to want her, to praise her.
Ino is beautiful.
Name: Ino Yamanaka
Wing: Low Security
Psychologist: Dr. A. Sarutobi
Notes: Patient craves attention of any form, whether it be positive or negative. This has led to her obsession in being perfect- at least in her looks- and being the best. Her shoplifting was because of her need for the best items, and she needs a close eye kept on her at mealtimes, because she switches between anorexia and bulimia. Her need for attention of any kind can be self destructive, and can be detrimental to her well-being.
A/N: …I finish school tomorrow. In fact, I'm pretty sure that by the time I post this, I will have finished my final exam, and then I will be finished. FINISHED. TWELVE YEARS OF SCHOOLING OVER. And I just had to end it with Accounting, didn't I… speaking of which, I should probably do a little bit of studying, even though I'm kinda tired, even though I'm pretty sure I had about 10 hours sleep last night. I sleep way too much…
Going to see HP and the Deathly Hallows on Friday, yay. Even though there was a showing last Friday here and there are showings on Wednesday and Thursday. But there were friend's school dances, and then other friends still writing exams until Friday, which then means I can only see it on Friday. But still. FEEL IT. IT IS HERE. Because the world cup drilled that into our heads like a million times this year. This is how 2010 was seen: Most of my country: 'reawesome. Me: (speaking of which, did you see he met Katy Perry?) 'tlikeyou
Nothing against soccer, I just don't find it particularly scintillating. I don't find many sports that are.
But anyway, about the story. I hope you enjoyed it, thank you for reading, I am so glad I have a sane psychologist again (to write, I mean…), the others should be coming pretty soon, I would love to know what you thought.
Also, if I don't finish Nano this year (24k behind, with 7 days left OHSHIT), I am totally blaming Darren Criss. Jus' Sayin'.