"I'm so sorry Ryan," Bella cried. "I-I missed you so much. I-I-I love you!"

"Shhh…," Ryan whispered and rubbed her back. "It's okay baby. I missed you too."

"Promise me you won't ever leave again," Bella sobbed.

"I promise. I love you too much for that."

Dear diary…my heart just shattered into a million pieces. I don't have any tape or glue. Love…Edward.

Chapter 53


The night passed by quickly. Everyone stayed in their rooms all night. Alice and I were alone in our rooms because we didn't have our mates. Jasper, Ryan, and Bella were sharing a room and they hadn't come out since they had gone it.

My family and I gathered around in the living room and stayed in silence.

"Good morning."

I looked up to see Jasper and Ryan walk in. They both took a seat on the sofa across from me.

"Good morning," Emmett answered to Jasper's greeting. Ryan just nodded at us all.

Ryan and Carlisle began talking about work at the hospital while Rosalie, Alice, and Esme chatted with each other. Emmett just sat there with a small pink bunny rabbit in his arms.

"Are you hungry Mr. Fluffykins? Are you my baby? Ah! My baby is hungry! Don't worry Mr. Fluffykins…I'll get you some food," he cooed to the rabbit and walked out of the room. Seconds later I heard him raided the kitchen.


I looked up at Jasper who was watching me with sad eyes.

Bella still loves you. Ryan is just another brother. Don't worry. She loves you more than her existence. She's just afraid to tell you because she thinks you're mad at her for lying. Don't underestimate her love, Edward.

My eyes widened as I took in what Jasper said. Could it be true? Jasper nodded at my unasked question.

"Where is she?" I whispered.

Upstairs in her room.

"Thank you."

I got up and head for the stairs. Alice looked up at me and smiled.

Good luck.

I walked down the hallway towards Bella's room. I paused before knocking three times.

"Bella?" I whispered.

"Yeah," she called.

"C-can I talk to you for a second. It's really important," I mumbled.

"Sure. I'm coming," she replied softly and a second later she walked out.

I think my dead heart stuttered when I saw her standing in front of her doorway in a light blue babydoll. Shit, she was gorgeous.

She closed the door and leaned back against it.

I took a step closer.

"Yeah Edward? What did you want to talk to me about?" she said as she stared down at the ground.

I took another step closer and now I was just a few inches away.

"Bella I wanted to tell you something really important," I told her.

I took another step closer and now I was so close that if I moved any closer my forehead would be touching hers.

"Bella I wanted to say that-."

"Yeah? What did you want to say?" she whispered.

"Well-I-um," I stuttered. Then I took a deep breath and exhaled.


"I-screw that!"

I leaned forward and captured her lips with mine. For a second I thought Bella would pull away but I was wrong. Her lips were the softest thing I ever felt and they sent my heart into a frenzy. When our lips met an electric pulse went through me. Our lips moved softly together and I moaned into the kiss. My angel's hands found my hair and I wound my hands around her waist, pulling her closer. It was like I couldn't get enough of the kiss.

We kissed for a while without pulling away because we didn't need to breathe. When we pulled away Bella's eyes fluttered open and she grinned lazily at me. I grinned back.

"I love you," I whispered.

"I love you too," I whispered back.

Then I pulled her in for another long, addicting, amazing kiss.

I was finally happy. I had my soulmate back. The love of my life was alive and she was kissing me. Right now it felt as if I was in heaven and nothing could hurt my angel and me.

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