Chapter 3

Renesmee POV

I woke up to find myself in Rosalie's room, although I couldn't remember how I got there. Rosalie was sitting at the end of the leather couch and Emmett was singing to himself in the corner. "We heard what happened. How are you feeling?" Rosalie asked, trying to read my expression. I couldn't answer as venom welled up in my mouth. Instead of swallowing it, I leaped over to the window and spat it out. The buzzing feeling stopped and I sighed with relief. I didn't want it anywhere inside me.

"You are who you are, Nessie. The venom is part of you now." Rosalie said with a disapproving look.

"But it's making me want to kill him. I'm a freak!" I replied with tears in my eyes.

"We're all freaks in this house!" Emmett joked. Rosalie hissed at him, he took the hint and walked out of the room.

"You're not a freak. You're special, Nessie! I always knew you would be." She declared. Anger burned through me, I wasn't special. I was the monster that wanted to attack Jacob. I glared at Rosalie and sprinted downstairs.

Everyone was trying to act normal, but I sensed the awkward atmosphere. Then calm pulsed around my body; I turned to look at Jasper who was snuggled up on the sofa with Alice. I crept over to Bella, feeling concerned pairs of eyes watching me. Bella hugged me tightly and absorbed the information I was showing her. "Jacob rang while you were asleep, don't worry he understands now. Carlisle is trying to find an explanation. It'll be okay, baby." She explained.

"Why me!? I love Jacob, I don't want to hurt him." I sobbed.

"You'll just have to avoid him for now. It's the safest way."

I continued crying into her dark shiny hair until it was time to go back to our cottage.


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