Heads up this is a remake of the story called Past Present and future. This has Boy X Boy Lemons in it so if you don't like don't read it.

Summery

Sasuke has returned to the village finds out that Naruto is on a long term mission but what else does he find out about his former lover since he's been gone.

I own nothing in here, unfortunately just the plotline though I do own many items of Naruto merchandise!!

Continuing his search though the drawers Sasuke gasps finding a black book in the bed stand drawer he opens it and discovers it is a Journal

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Chapter 2.

The Journal

Sitting down on the bed Sasuke starts to read the journal hoping to find some indication of what Naruto has been up to.

September 12, 1998

I finally passed the exams and got my headband from Iruka Sensei. I mastered a more advanced version of shadow clone! I am being put on my team in the morning. Well night Naruto

September 13, 1998

I am put on squad 7 with a beautiful girl named Sakura and some creep named Sasuke. He thinks he is better than the rest of us. I may not be of some famous clan like him but I am just as good and I will prove it to Sakura. The Sensei of our squad is a flake he was over two hours late meeting us and seems more interested in a book that is sold in the adult shops. His name is Kakashi. I don't know what's with him but he has one eye covered by his headband and he keeps his mouth covered with a mask. Kind of freaky if you ask me.

Well night

Naruto

Deciding to skip ahead in the journal to more recent years. Sasuke flipped to closer to the end of the book.

October 10, 2000

Today was really weird even though it is my birthday I stayed home again but this year after I missed team training Sasuke showed up at my window. I was in the shower but he let himself in anyways. I come out in my towel and run flat in to Sasuke. He told me he had a birthday present for me. I put on my boxers and some pants went out to the kitchen where he was waiting for me. He handed me a box it had some Kenai's and other ninja gear in it. He told me that they were made for my hands so I won't have such a hard time gripping them. After I told him thanks he stood up and than he grabbed me and kissed me he didn't wait for a response after he let me go he just left. I am confused about my feelings toward him part of me sees him as a rival but part of me sees him as well I guess the best way to explain it more than just a friend. I really liked the kiss more than I want to admit to myself. Its late I got to go to bed

Naruto

January 12, 2002

I just got out of the hospital according to master Jiraiya Sasuke nearly killed me I know that he is not lying to me because Sasuke shoved chidori through my chest the only reason it did not kill me was because of Kyubbi taking over me and Sora being near by. But I can't believe it Sasuke left me there to die!! He is so stupid if he couldn't tell that if I didn't get medical attention soon that I would die and he just fucken left. I am now more confused than I have even been before. I want to hate him for what he did but I still love him. Shit this is so damn annoying.

Naruto

January 12, 2004

It has been 2 years since he left me there to die. Everyone is saying that if Orochimaru didn't take over his body than he most likely killed him. Even Sakura has told me he is dead. Otherwise we would have found him by now. I don't want to give up hope. Every night I pray that he will return.

Naruto

April 9, 2004

Grandma Tsunade and Kakashi Sensei are getting on my ass again because I am unable to control my dreams and I always dream of what we had I am always waking up Horney as a rabbit. They are telling me that I need to move on find someone else to take care of my needs and what is worst than that is Kakashi Sensei is now telling me he won't let me go on more missions until I get my hormones in control that I am endangering the team he said I can't focus if I am Horney. Of course it doesn't stop there Grandma Tsunade is now ordering me to get a new boyfriend or she will solve the problem for me. I don't know what she means but I don't want to find out. I am going to have nightmares for a week.

Naruto

April 13, 2004

Neji came over to talk to me today I was really surprised that he would come over to hangout with me. We went and got ramen he paid for it. Afterwards we were down at the docks then and went swimming later we went into the forest he said that he wanted to talk in privet with me. He told me he knew what Grandma Tsunade and Kakashi Sensei are getting on to me about and he would like to help me with this. I told him I didn't think I was ready to move on. He said that I didn't need to move on if I am not ready but he could help me take care of my needs that way Tsunade doesn't take matters in to he own hands and I could go on missions again. I told him I would consider the offer.

Naruto

April 16, 2004

Neji came over again today. After much consideration I agreed to let him help me. For some reason he seemed happy about it. I did find out he is a damn good fuck I haven't felt this way in so long I had forgotten how good it feels. For the first time in years I actually didn't think of him for hours. Who would have guessed that Neji was that damn good in the bed?

Naruto

July 20, 2004

Tonight while making love to Neji I looked down at the ring on my hand I removed the ring and dropped it on the bed stand table. Neji saw this and asked if I was sure that I wanted that I told him yes. After we finished making love I removed the necklace from my neck and put it next to the ring. I realize now that everyone I right I need to move on and Neji has started helping me do it. I don't know I can love Neji but I can try he does treat me better than Sasuke ever did.

Well Night

Naruto

Sasuke looked down at the bottom of the page and saw that both the ring and necklace were taped to the page. Tears wielding up in his eyes he slammed the book shut and put it back in the bed stand where he got it. Feeling sick he left the apartment running back to his house and to his room just dropping on the bed crying for the first time since he was 9 years old.

Well second chapter is up. Please review and let me know what you think. NO Flames please