Breakeven.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,

He sighed as he woke that morning and saw her gone. Last night had been awful.

'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

He had worried constantly about her safety and how she was.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,

But he knew that the other man in her life would be treating her well.

While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

He knew that she would be curled in his bed, soundly sleeping next to his muscular form while he, himself lay awake staring at the ceiling they had once slept under together.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, I'm falling to pieces

He had noticed that she had become detached emotionally from him, it made him hurt ever more.

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

Yes, he was a man who believed in karma and sayings coming true, and this had all just proved that one saying that everything happens for a reason.

Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

He found it odd though, how she could just forget him so fast after their nine years together.

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.

The redhead had even decided to move out until he had found a place of his own, she couldn't stand him moping around her.

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

And so, he sat in his chair, the newspaper open in his lap as he tried to figure out where it had gone wrong.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break, no it don't break, no it don't break even no.

And he remembered, it had been his fault, but this…it seemed planned to him and it wasn't a fair divorce, he didn't get half of everything, Bree had eviscerated him.

I'm falling to pieces…

It was all his fault.