IMPORTANT A/N: This chapter is rated R & [Flashback.] So if you don't like reading any lemons or if you too YOUNG to then go back now, or skip to '_-_-_-_.' cuz, Corruption isn't on my 'to do list' today, sorry ;)
She knew tonight was it, the look on his face said it all when she walked through the door. "It's time, isn't it?" she murmured knowingly, as tears filled her eyes.
Lillian wasn't asking for any declarations of love. Why would she, if tonight was the last night they had together.
Ben walked over to her and cupped her cheeks into his palm. "If there was any other way-" She cut him off not liking the look of guilt that played in his eyes. "I know," she told him, knowing the truth of her own words.
She bit her lips before slowly going up on her tip toes and pressed a soft kiss against his cheek, before turning her head to whisper in his ear. "Tonight, can tonight just be about us. Nothing else?" A smile appeared on his face as he whispered back. "I wouldn't have it any other way."
Cupping her face in his hand he turned slightly catching her eyes; eyes he had grown to care for over the year. They looked at each other with nothing but longing and fear. Longing for each other, fear of what was to come tomorrow.
He took a chance with eyes closed as he dipped his head down, his lips gently touched hers. her eyes fell Shut as she lend more into the kiss deepening it. His arm wrapped around her waist, drawing her up against him.
Her arms wrapped around his neck, her body arching into him. His hands slid to her hips, his fingers touching the warm flush skin under her shirt. She looked into his eyes before grazing her nose along his jaw taking in his scent that was all him. She pressed closer to him not able to feel close enough, She placed a kiss at the base of his neck.
His hands instantly griped her hips tighter pulling her up, her legs wrapped around his waist and instantly his mouth was on her hungry for the closeness, for the feeling of her on him.
"I. Want. You.-" She said in-between kisses as she gathered more air. "I. Need. You." He pulled back at the desperation that laced her voice and stared at her noticing her puffy lips and lust filled eyes.
He knew in his gut he should break it off, tell her no. But he couldn't, for the life of him he couldn't. He was to weak, he needed her as much as she needed him. So he smiled at her before closing his eyes and resting his forehead against hers. Gently placing a small chaste kiss on her lips he whispered, "I love you" Before moving towards the old worn out mattress that laid on the floor of the abandon house.
He kneeled down placing her on the bed, wishing for the first time that the place was more romantic, more clean. As if reading his thoughts she smiled whole heartily at him before brushing her fingers against his face comforting him. "I love you Ben," He felt his heart skip a beat with fear and anticipation.
This was what he wanted wasn't it? He asked himself, quickly answering yes.
Her legs were still wrapped around him though her back was on the mattress, and her arms still around his neck as looked into his piercing blue eyes.
She was scared and nervous but most of all she was eager and hungry for what she thought she would never have.
He brushed a strand of hair out of her eyes and smiled down at her. "Your so beautiful Lillian. You look like an angel." His lips met hers for a quick kiss before he pulled back. "You're my angel, our angel. You'll save us all."
She felt tears prickle in her eyes, she swallowed hard unsure of what to say to him. He had so much faith in her, she didn't know how to save the world. But she would try, she would try with everything she had if it meant saving him.
She didn't have to say anything though, before she knew it his lips were on hers again and he was kissing her as if his life depended on it.
"Wait," he pulled back again with a gleam of mischief in his eyes he got off the bed leaving her there feeling lonely from the loss of his body on hers. "I found this earlier," She saw him pick up a black round object off the floor, "What is it?"
He smiled up at her and hit a button on the object, "it's a Music player," He set it down on the floor, a low hum of the player trying to work filled the room. Lillian raised her eyebrow at him smiling, "I don't think it works."
He walked over to the bed and kneeled on the bed, his knee in between her legs the other one on the outside. He leaned down and kissed her, "I know it's not really romantic but-" She cut him off. Her hands sat on top of his shoulders before finally sliding upward, cupping his neck on either side, fingers threading in his hair she pulled him down towards her kissing his lips. "I wouldn't have it any other way," She told him.
Her words rang with truth. Sure, the only light in the room was the few candles they had found the previous night, and the moons light through the window. Sure, the bed could be more comfortable and cleaner. But, she had him and that was all that mattered.
He smiled down at her, and soon music began to play.
how long have I been in this storm
"Make love to me Ben," She whispered into his ear, he swallowed hard as his hands slid up her calf and thigh before resting at her waist, his thumb stroking her sensitive skin under her white shirt. He looked into her eyes as if asking for permission she smiled arching her back as his hands grabbed the fabric of her shirt and lifted it up and over her head leaving her in nothing but her white bra.
so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
He kissed her lips, then the corner of her mouth before trailing kisses down her neck and chest. The closer he got to the flesh of her breast the faster her heart started to beat. He placed soft kisses on top of her bra before lowering his mouth to her stomach, he could feel her inhale and exhale deeply underneath his mouth making him smile against her.
water's getting harder to tread
Her eyes shut tighter as he got lower, she could feel the heat gather between her thighs. His fingers skimmed above the top of her pants sending shock waves through her body. His hands unfasten her jeans, pulling them down legs placing small kisses on the inside of her wasn't long before she was in nothing but her bra and navy boy short.
with these waves crashing over my head
Her hands clutched his shoulders before spreading them out moving herself into a kneeling position, forcing him to move away from her, her hands traveled down his shoulders and back taking in every inch of his body before reaching the end of his shirt, his arms went up as she pulled it above his head.
if I could just see you; everything will be alright
Their eyes locked and she smiled before leaning in to kiss him, wrapping her arms around his neck, her fingers playing with his hair, her body moved till she was straddling his lap. She pulled his bottom lip with her teeth, gently sucking it causing a small throaty moan to escape his mouth. She smiled against him.
if I'd see you; the darkness will turn to light
He felt her hands run up and down his smooth back, not leaving any place untouched. He copied her, not wanting to forget the feel of her soft porcelain skin, his fingers traced small patterns' on her back before gently gliding them along her sides before making their way back to her back, her unclasped her bra. He heard a small gasp leave her mouth, he looked into her eyes and saw fear but more so he saw her desire to continue.
and I will walk on water; and you will catch me if I fall
He was aware that her hands left his back and went to her own shoulders as she moved her bra strap off of her shoulder, letting them slid down her arm leaving her bare for him to look at.
and I will get lost into your eyes; and I know everything will be alright
She held her breath as his eyes caught sight of her, never before having someone look at her like this. Never having someone see her this close and personal before. She shut her eyes wondering want he would do, worried that he might turn away.
and I know everything is alright
What she didn't expect was to feel his lips on her, leaving a moist trail on her breast. His teeth grazed her nipple, as his hand kneaded her other, her head went back as her back arched further. Wetness between her thighs growing hotter. Her body rubbed against his trying to rid some of the growing tension.
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown; so why am I 10 feet under and upside down
She could feel him thick and ready between the fabric of his jeans. Her hands slid over muscled stomach before finding the top of his jeans, her fingers fumbled with button before finally getting it undone.
barely surviving has become my purpose; cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface
He looked into her heat filled eyes as he heard the sound of his zipper, her hand slid in-between his jeans and boxers causing his body to jump.
if I could just see you, everything will be alright, if I see you, the darkness will turn to light
He grinned at her before dipping his head in for a kiss. "That's not fair." He told her, and she smiled against his mouth. "Hey, all's fair in love and war." She told him. He paused at her choice of words.
and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes
Shutting his eyes he kissed her roughly, flipping her over so her back was now back on the mattress and he was in between her legs.
and everything will be alright
She was breathing heavy, her eyes open and on his as her hands tugged at his jeans. "Take em' off." She breathed into his mouth. He did what he was told with out breaking their kiss.
and I will walk on water, you will catch me if I fall; and I will get lost into your eyes
They fell into the night making love knowing that, by morning light they would have to leave and start making there way towards the church. That by twilight her body would lay lifeless as she traveled into the past.
and everything will be alright, I know everything is alright
But tonight was about them, and nothing else.
He took the silver knife from his belt as She held her arm out.
"Do you give yourself over freely and fully?" He asked his voice laced with the pain and guilt was inside of him. "Yes" she said as she ran the knifes' blade down across his wrist. she forced herself not to cringe as he offered her his wrist, she licked the red pool of blood that felt like acid to her stomach.
"Then what is, shall be no more" He said as he raised the blade to her heart, a tears running down his face.
A loud boom sounded as the wooden doors of the church exploded.
"BEN!" she screamed at the sound knowing that they were down to the final seconds. She looked towards the door and saw him standing there, looking like he did the last she saw him.
"Lillian look at me" she looked to Ben who had tears in his eyes.
"I love you Lillian. I will always love you" He said as he took the knife and slammed into her heart.
Her body buckled with the impact of the knife to her heart. Her eyes gaped open as blood began to pour from her new wound, and mouth. He eyes rolled back into her head as gravity took over pulling her lifeless body towards the ground only to be caught in the arms of the man she loved, the man who's knife pierced her heart.
He held her there tears in his eyes knowing it had to be done. There was no other way, sending her back was the only way. It's all there has ever been.
Legions of demons and fallen angels surround the boy and his lover. They parted way for their King, the light bearer, Lucifer.
He walked slowly towards the boy holding the body of the girl in his arms. A smile crept his face, he clapped his hands together.
"Well done," He turned to those waiting in the shadow. "Be gone. Tonight we celebrate." Static of fulfillment filled the air as those around him began to cheer leaving the church to celebrate.
Lucifer turned to the boy and knelt down outside of the protective circle.
"It was the only way," he told the young man with centuries of knowledge in his voice. Ben looked up tears in his eyes his body shook with anger at the man before him. "No, No it wasn't."
Lucifer sighed and smashed his hand into the ground breaking the circle before crossing into it. "Take her body and be gone," His voice was stern. "We still have more work to be done before we can truly call this a victory,"
Ben shut his eyes feeling Lillian lifeless body in his arms. His cold blue eyes locked with the piercing blue ones of the man in front of him, "Yes father." Lucifer smiled at his son knowing that though he felt pain for the loss of this girl, that as father and son they will gather together to reclaim what is there, what was taken from them. Her life and death was just the setting point of all of this, they needed her to set the brothers on the right course that would free him. Ben knew that, so he did what had to be done. Even if it meant sacrificing and manipulating the only girl who ever made him feel human. After all, all's fair in love and war.
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