Hey this is sailorroxy with my TVXQ story Heartbreaking Case Of Amnesia. I do not own the lyrics to the song When I Look To The Sky by Train…..Train does! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Three men walked into an apartment empty of human life except their own. The only other living creature was a fluffy white cat named J.T. after Justin Timberlake. The woman who had previously lived her had named the cat that to annoy her husband she didn't even like Justin.

Her husband was among the three men who walked in to the apartment. Today was a sad day for him today had been his young wife's funeral. Except none of the young men in the room or the two who would soon be at the apartment really believed her to be dead. His parents thought he was in denial so they planned her funeral…without a body. The body went missing the body of his three month pregnant wife was missing.

There was no proof of her death. And until there was he wouldn't believe it; until the day the police called him to inform him they had his wife's body. He was a married man who was still madly uncontrollably in love with his beautiful Abby. And when she returned they would set up the stuff they had bought together for the nursery. And when the baby was born they would raise it together and whatever children came after it.

"Can you believe she went missing while visiting relatives in England?" One of the young men in the room said before plopping helplessly on to the couch. Abby and he were best friends they had been for years. The thought of her missing and her location unknown and to be pronounced was almost too much for him.

"I don't know what to believe I just hope she and the baby are safe. And I want them to come home to me." Her husband said his legs betraying him at the thought of her. He fell to the floor his head against the wall. He was weak without her he knew it. She was his pillar. His reason for getting up in the morning; his everything.

"Man don't worry they are safe. Have some faith your wife isn't the type to go down without fighting." The last of the three said sitting at the bar and picked up the bottle of wine on the counter. It had been opened this morning from what he could tell. He would need a drink to if it was his wife's funeral. Not that he was married he was perfectly single.

Then another of the friends walked into the room.

"He is parking the car. So what if… I don't believe it but what if she is really dead; then what?" He asked

"SHE ISN'T GONE! I WOULD KNOW IF SHE WAS DEAD! I WOULD FEEL IT! I WOULD KNOW IN MY HEART SHE DIED! I FELT IT WHEN THE ACCIDDENT HAPPENED! SHE ISN'T DEAD SHE IS JUST…just…I DON'T KNOW!" her husband yelled he soon broke out in tears. He covered his eyes with his hands as if that would stop his tears.

The friend that had caused the tears kneeled down in front of him and put his hand on his shoulder.

"I know man I'm sorry" the young woman's husband but his tears kept falling. They wouldn't stop.

"I…want her…home! I…want her home…with me!" he sobbed

The best friend on the couch made his way to the bar with the wine. Soon all five of them were drinking quite heavily. No one had it in them to be sober that night and maybe just maybe not tomorrow either.

Soon they were drunk and one of them made his way to the radio to listen to what was on. They heard the intro and listened to the song

[Verse 1]When it rains it pours and opens doorsand floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dryAnd in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we loveThat have to say goodbye

[Chorus:]And as I float along this oceanI can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with meAnd you make everything alright And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with meAnd I can always find my way when you are here [Verse 2]And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy dayAnd every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't have beforeAnd every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kissAnd pick you up in all of this when I sail away [Chorus:]And as I float along this oceanI can feel you like a notion that I hope will never leave[Verse 3]Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overheadInstead it just feels like it is impossible to flyBut with you I can spread my wingsto see me over everything that life may send me When I am hoping it won't pass me by And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know methere you are to show meCause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with meAnd you make everything alright And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with meAnd I can always find my way when you are here [X2]

If there could be any worse timing for a song to play that was it. The only thing that might make this worst is if their wedding song played. The friends looked at the young husband tears streaming down his face and laugher falling out of his mouth.

They continued to get drunk and sang the song over and over again and the friends stayed at his apartment falling asleep in various places while he went to bed…their bed.

Before he went to sleep he looked at her unused pillow and leaned in. He could still smell her shampoo. He smiled it still smelled like her.

The last thought that ran through his mind as he went to sleep that night was her tombstone and the words it said

"I will not say

I cannot say

That she is dead

She is simply


He smiled at the thought of the day when she would no longer be away and went to sleep.

Six months later in London England

The young woman woke up. She was in a hospital room and she didn't know why. She looked at herself and noticed a rather large bulge coming from her stomach. She was pregnant? But how she…wait had she? She must of how else would she be pregnant.

Then a handsome young doctor walked in. He was Asian and he spoke in an attractive British accent.

"Hello young lady I am your doctor Jin-Sang Park." He said as he looked at her chart.

"Now what is your birthday?" He asked

"December 04, 1991" she replied

"What year is it?" he asked what did he think she was stupid?

"2007…no that's wrong it's 2010 isn't it?'' she asked

"2011 actually its March you have been under my care for the past six months." He replied

"And I'm pregnant?" she asked

"Yes you are full term by some kind of miracle a healthy baby girl."

"A girl we wanted a little girl." She said

"Who you and your husband?" He asked

"Yes…I don't remember him…his name his face nothing about him except when I told him I was pregnant he wanted a girl. And he lives in Korea…no we live in Korea…He is Korean."

"Is that all?" The doctor asked she nodded

"No there is something else. I think I just went into labor." She said and she was rushed to the emergency room.

A few hours later her daughter was in her arms. The nurses took pity on her lack of memory and comatose and took lots of pictures and bought her daughter some cute things from the gift store and the mall. The Doctor offered to let her and the baby live with him and his wife. She really didn't have any options so she agreed. When Jin-Sang brought her home his wife gave her a warm hug and told her to stay as long as she needed. And then asked what she and the baby's names are.

"I'm Abby Laurent and this little girl her name is Soo Yun." She explained. Both Abby and Soo Yun were feeling tired so they went to bed and right before she went to sleep she had a flashback

She was in a house it was nicely decorated for something! Something special something that would change their lives forever.

Waite whose lives?

He walked through the door she smiled and kiss his lips. They have dinner then she leads him to the living room. She gets down on one knee he asks what she is doing. She hands him the positive pregnancy test says "Proposing Fatherhood; will you be the father to our baby?" She knows he is beaming and he is happy

She thinks she can remember his voice but she can't remember his face or name.

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