Why can't You see....

Pucca's Pov

I don't get it. I fail to see what's going through his mind. I love him, I give him the love he's probably never gotten before. And all I get back is running,hiding,avoidiance, and possibily...hate. How do I feel? I love him to death, even if he doesn't feel the same way. Is he worth it? I ask myself that everyday, but then before even thinking I just go out of the blue and say "Yes, Of course he is!" But some days I wonder if I made the right choice. What do you think when you see me? Do you go "Oh, crap let me get outta here!!!!!!!!!!!" or do you love my attention but your afraid to fess up? The second opinion is hard to believe, I believe you just run to make me suffer? Is that true? I just wish I could go back in time to see what your childhood lead to the guy you are today, to give you the life you deserved. Because I feel sorry for you, never able to have fun like a kid should have. All you do is train and train and TRAIN!!!!!!!! And I hate that sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes you act like your 'Honor' is more important than me... than ANYBODY!!!!! I feel honor should not be about making up your family's mistakes, I feel Honor should be about doing what you think is right. Re-Doing what your family didn't do right is not offically your problem! I only say that because I care about you! *Sigh* You just really need to cut back and have some fun once in a while. And just realize I will always be by you side, no matter what. You can say "Leave me alone!" or "Go away!" but I'm still not leaving. I only want the best for you. Why can't you see we are meant to be...?