Yes guys! That 2 day break was difficult! xD Heres the well waited for Sequel to Identical!
If you didn't read Identical than you'll have NO idea what's going on! :D
I hope you guys enjoy the story because there will be more Koaru and Hikaru stories after this one! (I'm already writing one OMG it's SO funny[*el gasp! a different genre for a change!!!] lol) Humor and Romance the second one is.
I guess this will still be angst. There are funny parts in this story. :) So don't kill yourself just yet. ^-^
"Kaoru, you look so cute when you blush at my words." Tamaki whispered and Kaoru shivered as Tamaki pressed his lips to Kaoru's.
The girls around them went crazy. They were squealing and giggling.
"It's much cuter than the brotherly love act he did with Hikaru!" My heart dropped.
"Yeah much cuter! The king and the nice twin!" I looked straight ahead of myself and covered my mouth. Kaoru truly was gone. Tamaki took my brother away.
I got up and walked out of Music Room 3 and into a room that I knew but didn't go in so much. It was empty. A room that I wanted to be in very much. I pulled out my notebook and started to write what was on my mind in hope to get rid of the heartbreak.
I know I've done everything wrong. I broke his heart, I made him cry, I even made him die. But now that I see he's happy without me being the cause why it upsets me. Haruhi's words were right when she yelled at me.
It seems that before when I talked to Kaoru his whole world brightened. But now that I'm not number one, I don't want to be number two or three. But Tamaki is number one. The guy who Kaoru fell for. The one that was there for him. I guess it's true that I was just a broken image of him. The mean twin. The nasty twin.
Everyone's favorite twin was dear old Kaoru. The catcher. He was always blushing and had that cute face whenever I touched him. Why am I yearning for that again? It was when he was unhappy with me. Now he's ok with me but he doesn't trust me. I wish he did but I know I deserve it.
He refuses to sleep in the same bed with me when I'm drunk. He sees the slightest buzz in my eyes and he gets up and leaves until morning. I suppose I deserve that.
He's gotten a lot stronger. Sure he's still the cutesy sweetheart he was before but now he knows how to say no. That's a good thing though. I'm proud of him. Finally, he deserves that.
My thoughts are useless though, it's not like they mean much of anything anymore. I suppose all I'm trying to say is I'm jealous.
I'm jealous of Tamaki. I'm jealous of the way his blonde hair sparkles and his blue eyes twinkle when he smiles at Kaoru, the way he tilts Kaoru's head up and kisses him lightly, the way he smiles after he calls Kaoru Mon Amour. I'm just plain old Jealous. I'm jealous that he has my brother's heart, just like Kaoru was jealous when Haruhi had mine. She doesn't anymore because I realized how much Kaoru means to me. I love him. I love him more than anything and I don't want anyone to take my heart in hopes that Kaoru will before they do.
I'm not saying I deserve Kaoru's love, I'm not saying Tamaki doesn't deserve Kaoru's love. I'm just saying that I wish I had it.
And I know I wont get it. I had my chance and fucked that up rather quickly.
"Hikaru?" Kaoru called and I closed my notebook and looked up with a smile.
"Hey Kaoru." I said and he walked over to the table I was sitting at.
"Why are you all alone for?" He asked and sat down next to me. I had him without Tamaki.
"Eh, no reason. I'm just doing homework. It got kind of noisy in there--" Kaoru started laughing. Hard. "What?"
"Hikaru, you think after being your twin brother for, how long? That I wouldn't know that that's completely not why your alone? Your sad." He held my hand and I blushed. I turned a nice rosy color.
I didn't want to tell him why I was upset. I wanted him to be happy with Tamaki.
"It's nothing serious." I swatted my free hand and he smiled.
"Oh. Ok." He said and stood up and let go of my hand and walked towards the door. Was he really that dense? Did he not know how I was feeling? I looked down and my heart ached. I heard him chuckle. "Just remember, when you don't want to lie to me, I'll be here to listen to the truth."
With that he left me alone. Shocked.
Just remember, when you don't want to lie to me, I'll be here to listen to the truth.
"Kaoru." I said and opened my notebook and wrote that down.
I walked into the music room when the girls left and Tamaki had his arm around Kaoru. I've never seen Kaoru glow.
It's been a good 2 months since he got out of the hospital. It's been a good 2 months since they got together. It's been a good 2 months since my heart started aching.
Two months or two years?
Honey was sitting at a small table with Usa-chan and Mori. They were eating cake... Well... Honey was rather.
Kyoya was on his laptop typing, god knows what. Haruhi didn't come in today. I don't know why. And that leaves me alone.
I walked over to Kaoru and Tamaki. It was the start of summer vacation starting tomorrow.
"Are you sleeping over Tono's house tonight?" I asked, Kaoru spent a lot of time with him.
"I would but I want to spend time with my brother." Kaoru smiled and I blushed. I didn't expect that.
"Yes, I'll be taking Kao-kun off of your hands on Wednesday." Tamaki kissed Kaoru's hand and Kaoru giggled.
I had about... What? 5 days?
Me and Kaoru were cuddling like we always did on the couch watching a scary movie. It was The Unborn. (Which was pretty ironic if you ask me, considering we're twins)
Kaoru clutched onto my arm every time he got scared which was adorable. I put my arm around him and rubbed his side.
"It's ok Kaoru. It's just a movie." I giggled and he blushed.
"Sorry." He said coyly and I kissed his cheek lightly.
"It's ok. Your big brother is here to save you from those mean monsters." I grinned and he turned away blushing.
Kaoru's thoughts: Damn it. I thought I was over him. Well as much as I could be... But I'm not. Why can he easily do this to me?
Kaoru sighed and leaned against my chest and stayed there. He seemed comfortable. Good.
Every time he'd flinch I'd shush him lightly as I caressed his cheek. He'd calm down and ease up and lean comfortably on my chest again.
I want him so bad. But how am I going to get him to trust me again if all he knows me for is fucking him?
"Hikaru, is something wrong? Your zoned out." Kaoru said looking up at me with his huge innocent golden eyes.
"Kaoru it's ok. I'm fine." I smiled and rested my head on the top of his and lightly kissed it.
It was Wednesday morning. Me and Kaoru were sleeping peacefully. He was clinging onto me and I had my arms around him. We were perfectly fine until his cell phone went off. He yawned and pulled away from me to answer it.
"Hello?" He grumbled and even I heard Tamaki's loud happy voice.
"Boss, it's 7 in the morning." Kaoru said and I pulled him back down on the bed and cuddled him as he talked on the phone. I had a bad habit of needing to hug something when I slept.
"Your picking me up in 2 hours?... Can it be 3?... I miss you too but I'm really tired... Ok 2 and a half hours it is... Bye.." Kaoru smiled. "I love you too."
They hung up.
My eyes were wide and my pupils were small.
I LOVE YOU!? WHEN DID THEY START SAYING THAT!?!?
"You know Hikaru." Kaoru said and wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled into the crook of my neck. "I love you too."
He fell asleep and I smiled.
"Kaoru, I love you." I whispered and fell asleep.
We woke up to Tamaki... In our room.
"TONO-SENPAI! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?" I shouted and he laughed and Kaoru opened his eyes slowly.
"Tono..?" He yawned and sat up.
"Well you didn't answer your phone so I assumed you were in the shower so I just came thinking you'd be out of the shower when I got here." Tamaki said and Kaoru looked down and rubbed his side.
"That's what hurt.." He said and picked up the phone. "I was sleeping on it. Sorry. I must've blocked the speaker... Which was also the alarm."
"It's ok." Tamaki kissed Kaoru and pulled him off the bed. "Wanna take a shower now or at my house?" He asked and Kaoru ran his fingers through his hair.
"Now would be better. I'm sorry Tono. I'll be out in a minute." Kaoru walked into the bathroom and I grabbed his pillow and hugged it. I NEEDED to be hugging something when I slept.
"Are you two always this lazy?" Tamaki mused with a genuine smile.
"Are you calling me lazy?" I asked, muffled by the pillow.
"Well, that would be what I just said." Tamaki smiled and sat next to me on the bed. "Sorry for disrupting you guys."
"It's fine..." I pulled the pillow away from me and sat up.
"We just recently started sleeping in the same bed again actually." I admitted and he looked confused.
"What? You stopped?" He asked and I blushed.
"Yeah. For a good month and a half actually. I had to prove to Kaoru that I wouldn't do anything." I said and pressed my back against the headboard.
"Well it's good that he finally trusts you again.." Tamaki said and smiled. "It's always bad to see two brothers fight."
"...Why do you care?" I asked out of the blue.
"What do you mean?" He questioned with his eyebrows pushed together.
"He's yours. Why should you care what he thinks of me?" I said and looked him in the eyes and he seemed slightly taken back but then smiled.
"Hikaru... I'm sorry. I know that you seeing him with me is heartbreaking. I know how much you love him." Tamaki said and I was shocked.
"T-that's n-not what I-I-I meant!" I stuttered and he put his hand on my cheek and smiled.
"You know, I think it's cute the way you love him. Everyone thinks I don't catch on easily but your pretty easy to read." He curled up all of his fingers but his pointer finger and lightly ran it down my jaw and tilted up my chin. I blushed and he chuckled. "Easy." He leaned in, close enough for me to smell him. Our lips nearly touched. He brushed his lips against mine oh so lightly then pulled away to see me completely red. "Just like your brother."
"What's going on?" Kaoru asked as he walked out of the bathroom with a towel on his hips and wrapped on his head like a turban.
"C'est rien mon amour." Tamaki said as he walked over to Kaoru and gave him that 'Tamaki grin' which ANYONE in their right mind would fall for.
Except me. No. Never me.
My eyes narrowed and a scowl came to my lips.
Ooooo Tamaki is a baaaaad boy. ;D He gots Hika-kun maaaaaaaaad. :P
And it's not OOC of Tamaki to flirt with people ;P
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