Here We Go Again

Lyrics by Demi Lovato

Sometimes love isn't enough; his love isn't enough, Donia repeated in her head as she destroyed the pictures and memories in the fire in her cottage. She was letting go of Keenan with his own element. Talk about fighting fire with fire, she thought. She continued until her head cleared. The last item that went in was her cell phone, its screen blinking with the messages that Keenan left on it. As the flame went out from the dropping temperature, she thought to herself; it's over.

I throw all of your stuff away,
And I clear you out of my head,
I tear you out of my heart,
And ignore all your messages.

Niall enters the room. "What's with the fire?" he asked.

"Getting rid of all Keenan's stuff." Niall smiled and shook his head. Donia sighed. "We're done." She told him. Niall looked at her with an amused look.

"No you're not." He said. She frowns at him.

"I'm serious this time. I'm better off without him anyway." Niall shrugged.

"Whatever makes you sleep at night." Donia watched as he left, frustrated at his accusation. Although this wasn't the first time she said something like this. And it wouldn't be the first time she broke down and forgave Keenan.

I tell everyone we are threw,
Cause' I'm so much better without you.
But it's just another pretty lie,
Cause I break down,
Everytime you come around.

Donia walked out her cottage, heading towards the park. She heard Sasha starting to follow and told him to go back. She wanted to be alone. The saxophone player played sweetly in the night. She switched her gazed to the street and dreaded the sight she saw. Shining from across the street was the Summer King himself, Keenan. Donia cursed under her breath.

Ohh ooh.

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in.

Should have known better
Then trying to let you go,
Cause here we go, go, go again.

He gestured to the seat next to her. She groaned. Weather or not she said yes she knew he would come. At the moment they were equals. She couldn't stop him and she wasn't going to let him think she was afraid of him by making her leave. You know you want to see him said a small voice in her head. She silenced it quickly.

As hard as I try I know I can't quit,
Something about you
Is so addictive.
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know,
Cause here we go, go, go again.

Donia turned her head away from him, a scowl on her face. She soon felt the heat radiating of Keenan as he approach her. "Mind if I join you?" he asked. His voice, although hot, was soothing to her.

"Sure, Summer King." She told him, refusing to look at him. The vague and fickle fool. Your vague and fickle fool, her mind corrected. She grinded her teeth. Keenan was so quiet that Donia forgot he was there. He startled her when he began to speak. "Don." He said softly. Without thinking, she turned and was met with his sea green eyes. The summer images enticed her.

You never know what you want,
And you never say what you mean,
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me.

He leaned towards her. She leaned back. "No." she told him. Donia refused to go down the same road with him. The constant back and forth with him. She didn't have a place in life any more. She refused to give him her heart again. It was too late. So why didn't she believe her self?

You only hear half of what I say,
And you're always showing up too late.
And I know that I should say goodbye,
But It's no use.
Can't be with or without you

Keenan sighed moving back to his original position. There hands were less than a foot apart. She had the strongest urge to touch him. What's the most a small touch could do? She knew the answer. It was the same one that got her in this position. She bit her lip wondering if she should leave. Could she leave?

Ohh ooh.

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in.

Should have known better
Then trying to let you go,
Cause here we go, go, go again.

Keenan touched her arm lightly, making steam rise. Donia looked around. The area was empty. The saxophone player was long gone. No mortals or fey were in sight.

She turned to him. Storm clouds appeared in his eyes. "I'm sorry." He said. Her shoulders sagged at his apology.

"I know." She told him.

As hard as I try I know I can't quit,
Something about you
Is so addictive.
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know,
Cause here we go, go, go again.

Keenan was still as she got lost in thought. What does she do now? He was always sorry for her. It's been two weeks seen Seth came back a faery and he's already chasing her again. What if Aislinn wants him again? She didn't think she could take the rejection again.

And again, and again
And again!

She looked at him. "I threw my cell phone in the fire." She told him. Keenan chuckled.

"I was wondering why I couldn't get through to you." He said. They locked gazes again. This time when he leaned towards her, she leaned towards him as well. Here we go again, she thought but a smile found a way to her face.

I threw all of your stuff away.
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart.

Ohh ooh.

Ohh ooh.

Keenan kissed her urgently. She returned it the same way. Their hands traveled along each others body. The kiss was both amazing and painful at the same time. Donia liked it that way. It was the way her and Keenan always were. She kissed him until the pain was overwhelming. Even then she was reluctant to pull back. She looked in his eyes and smiled. She saw the sun shining down in an arctic paradise, making beautiful rays of light.

Ohh ooh.

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in.

Should have known better
Then trying to let you go,
Cause here we go, go, go again

He didn't need to be a Gancanagh for Donia to be addicted to him. He was her own personal drug. Donia couldn't live without it. "I hate you." She told him with a smile on her face. She did in a way. But it was over shadowed by how much she loved him.

As hard as I try I know I can't quit,
Something about you
Is so addictive.
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know,
Cause here we go, go,

Keenan looked hurt at first but then recognized the smile. He relaxed. He wrapped his arms around her. She laid her head on his chest. She could hear his heart beat. "I'm glad you do." He said. He started to run his finger through her hair. She lifted her hand to it and pulled out a flower. A wintersweet flower. She smiled. He knew how to win her over.

Here we go again.

Here we go again.
Should've known better
Than trying to let you go!
Cause' here we go.

Go, go, again!

"You know were just moving in the same circle as we always did." Donia said. Keenan lifted her chin, so he could look at her. He looked her straight in her eyes. "This time we'll break it." He told her. She kissed him before he could make any promises. He kissed her back happily. They didn't move away from each other for the rest of the night. Donia didn't trust his promise but she also did mind running back to him again. He was well worth it.

Again, and again.
And again, and again.
And again

Again, and again.
And again, and again.
And again