AN: So this is an idea I came up with while I was cleaning, I have been in an emotional abuse relationship before… I never noticed the signs; I thought I was "in love" I noticed I was in an abusive realationship after me and the guy had broken up, there was tons of signs around the school I go to talking about the signs of Emotional/Verbal Abuse and I always had that realationship in my head at least back then. So I thought why not make a fan fiction about it so here I am with a story for you readers. Most of the situations in this story will be similar to what I went through. Although I didn't go through worse abuse than most people have the pain that he has left me will leave scars and bruises in my soul and heart. Most people don't take emotional abuse seriously but I can tell you one thing emotional abuse is just as bad physical abuse. It leaves you trapped with invisible bruises and scars.


4-3-09

He finally asked me out! I'm unbelievably happy. I feel just like Alice right now. I like him so much. Everybody seems so happy to see Jacob and I together. When I told Alice she all but squealed.

"Bella! I'm so happy for you two. It's like you were made for each other!" She told me animatedly. Then we saw Jasper Whitlock walk by. Alice has a big crush on him but she gets so nervous when she talks to him. It's like she not in her body at that moment I never in my life seen Alice stutter and try to make conversation with somebody.

"Ahh. He's so dreamy." Alice said sighing.

Jacob dosen't attend Forks High; he lives on the reservation so he goes to La Push High. Alice is my best friend, so is Rosalie Hale.

I've had a crush on Jacob Black since I moved here from Phoenix. My dad and his dad are good friends and they came over when I first moved here to introduce themselves.

I can't wait to talk to Jake tonight, I love talking to him he always makes me smile and knows how to cheer me up when I'm down.

I rushed towards the phone right when I got home from school and dialed those familiar numbers.

"Hello?" Said a husky voice

"Jake?"I questioned

"Hey Bells. How was your day?" He asked me. Halfway not interested but more bored than anything. I ignored it.

"It was good, how was yours?"I asked.

"Oh it was great; I didn't go to school today just hung out and drank a couple 40s'." He said.

"Oh really… " I said kind of irritated I hated it when he drank. That was the bad thing about Jake he drank and smoked. Besides that he was an amazing guy and was really cute.

"Yeah babe. I was thinking about you all day." He told me, he sounded kind of buzzed.

"Aw, how sweet I was thinking about you to."I said truthfully.

"Well I'm going to go and drink a couple of more 40s'"He told me, it seemed like he didn't want to talk to me.

"Oh okay, I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow. Goodnight."

"Yeah… Bye. "With that he hung up.

I decided to get started with dinner Charlie would be home any minute. While I was getting dinner ready I just couldn't stop and think that Jake was acting different around me. He seemed bored and uninterested in me. I didn't like it at all but I shrugged it off and thought it was just the beers.


4-4-09

The next day I decided I would go to La Push and visit Jake. I missed him so much; I haven't seen him in about a week. I got home and called Jake and told him I was going over, he said he was drinking and I could come over.

"Jake?" I called throughout the living room.

"I'll be right there Bells." He then made his appearance with a 40 oz and smiled. I smiled back and went to kiss him. We were watching some TV and all of sudden Jake said something that shocked me.

"You're cheating on me." He said furiously. I was taken aback. I was confused and not sure what he was talking about.

"What are you talking about Jake?"I asked confused.

"You heard me you slut!" Ouch. That hurt. Tears were already welling up. I let a tear fall freely. His expression softened slightly.

"Bella. I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm drunk I don't know what I'm saying. I didn't mean to say that. Please forgive me" He said, his expression was full of regret.

"It's... Okay" My voice cracked. He gathered me in his arms and rocked me for a while.

"I don't want you dressing like that."He said furious again.

"Dressing how?"I asked clearly confused again. I was wearing some shorts and a tank top.

"That "He pointed accusingly.

"How do you want me dress then?" I asked. I wanted to please him I already didn't like the furious Jacob.

"Stop wearing shorts and tank tops." He demanded

"Okay."

"Okay. Good." He sounded pleased. I smiled I liked that. I decided to call it a day and decided to leave it was getting late and I still had to cook dinner for Charlie.

When I got home, I felt a sudden feeling of remorse.

AN: That was my first chapter, please review and tell me what you thought about. By the way if you liked this chapter please check out my other story 'You're Not Alone'.
Thanks!

-bewithoutyou9