"Renesmee...just call me at any sign of anything more serious. I think this is just the flu so far, but I need to know immediately if it begins to progress. Okay?" I nodded and swallowed down sickness. "Let your father and I watch the babies for a few days okay? Just until we know that you're not contagious.", "Thanks mom. Jake...can we go home?" I put my hand on his hand that was resting on my thigh.
"Yeah baby." He let me go for a second so I could hug everyone and we left hand in hand. The car ride home was just making me terribly sick. He had to stop the car twice so I could puke.
When we got home he took me to bed and layed down next to me. "Is there anything I can get you?" he whispered into my ear and I shook my head no. I know that seeing me sick makes him hurt but ever since we got back he's been attached to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I fell asleep in the crook of his neck.
"She's sick. Fuck!" I heard someones fist his the countertop and I opened my eyes. I didn't feel any better but I would pretend to so Jacob wouldn't worry. "Jake calm down you're gonna phase, and Ness will be pissed." Seth's voice had a hint of laughter in it.
I stood up and sat back down. My head was banging. I waited a few minutes until that cleared up and went out to the kitchen where my Jacob suddenly put up a happy go lucky facade. He held out his arms for me and I went into them holding back my sniffles.
"Feeling any better babe?" his hand formed around me like a boa constrictor.I put mine around his waist. "Yeah...I wanna be...alone with you Jake." I reached up to whisper in his ear. I felt him growing harder through his jeans.
"Seth, man you gotta go. Uhm...I'll come by your house later just leave!" I think he got the drift and he ran out of the house laughing. Jake picked me up and threw me on the bed. "Are you sure you're well enough for this? I don't wanna do this with you not feeling well."
"I need you Jacob. Make me feel good.", "I will baby, I will." I had to continuously swallow the nasuea and put on a few moans and a smile. When we were both naked I felt him at my entrance. Teasing me. He wanted me to beg. "Please Jacob, please" I whispered in his ear. "Ness, you're not fooling me. I know you're sick baby." that caught me off guard.
"You think I'm that stupid?" he laughed quietly while entering me slowly. My back arched and he caught me in a kiss. "But I'll give you what you need. Whatever that may be." he thrusted into me deeper this time and grunted when he did so. I could feel the love radiating off of him. It was enough to make me cry.
"I'm so close Jake, fuck so close...", "I'll get you there babe." his fingers rubbed me while he thrusted deep and slow. I came with a scream and I felt him let go inside of me soon after.
"God Ness, you drive me insane." his lips came down on mine. I parted from his when I thought he was mushy enough to answer some of my questions.
"Jacob." I whispered and put my arms around his neck while he hovered over me. "Yeah baby?", "You'd tell me...if something was going on right?" his face became serious and he got off of me. "Of course." his answer was hard and I sat up to get a better look at him.
"Okay...calm down it's not a big deal." I whispered and got up, putting on a blue sundress. I heard his heavy sigh and I knew I was forgiven for whatever I had done wrong.
"Do you feel sick still?" he asked in a whisper. I should my head no and I was being honest. I knew he was hiding but I also knew that there was no chance of him telling me right now. And it'd just be idiotic to push him.
Later that night Jacob decided to take me hunting. It was refreshing. The forest around me seemed to just evelope my senses. I didn't find anything that completely satisfied me but it did make me happier. I felt better for the most part.
I didn't know where Jacob had gone so I ran back to the house and changed out of my close. No matter how many times I hunt I can't not make a mess! Jacob laughs at me but it's my nature.
I heard the front door open and Jake came into the bedroom where I was dressing. "You can't just stay clean can you?" he smirked and layed on the bed. "You always knew I was a dirty girl at heart." I told him and he laughed. "When're we getting married?" I asked him seconds afterwards.
That shocked him and he didn't asnwer for a few more seconds. "Uhm...W-when ever you want." I smiled. "Okay." I guess he excpected me to just blurt out a date for the wedding but I couldn't. I have to think about this. It has to be perfect! Ya know, since we've been delaying it for so damn long.
"Do you have a date in mind?" he asked me and I smiled. "Not really, we'll have to think about it together when we have more time." If we have more time. And just like he's not stupid neither am I. I know something's wrong with me….I'm not quite sure what…but I know there's something. I've contemplated almost every scenario. But it all only ends up in one way. My death. So, while I'm here and well…enough…and alive I'm going to strive to make Jacob happy. I've put him through so much that it's the least I can give him for the remainder of my time here.
"What do you mean when we have more time?" Jacob's hands snaked around my waist. "I mean like…when we're not so busy. With the kids and everything." He looked at me with a shaky laugh. "We're always going to be busy with the kids. We're always going to be busy in general." He paused. "Don't think something's gonna happen. I know how you get…all flustered and trying to make everyone but yourself happy." He called me out and I blushed.
"Talk to me." I told him. He sighed. "When we get back to the house I'll explain." Finally! We walked back to the house hand in hand. He rubbed my hand lightly with his thumb the entire way there.
He opened the door of the house for me and when we got inside we both froze with looks of horror plastered on our faces. There laying on the couch was Neveah. She looked just the same in what we had buried her in. A lavender colored dress that stop right above the ankles. Her face was not one of peace. I broke down on the floor. And when I looked up she was gone. She had disappeared just as fast as she had appeared.
Jacob picked me up in his arms and took me to our room and from then on is a blur to me.