This takes place after Things Change

"Beast Boy, I know that you used to have feelings for Terra but you've to understand this, it's her choice to be who she is, you can't force her to like you again, cause it brings me to tears to see you suffer so quietly with that facade of happiness that you've always shown us especially me albeit you can be sometimes a tad too irritating." Raven confessed and tried to comfort Beast Boy after he returned from his trip from Murakami High to see the girl who looked like Terra.

Beast Boy still trying not to cry from Raven's comforting words. "You've no idea how happy and comforted when you help me Raven, I've got too many demons to face in my life" Beast Boy thought. "Thank you very much Rae, I should've known that wasn't Terra, I was too blinded by my own emotions." he sighed.

"I need some time alone now Raven, to reassess and reflect on myself, anything just call me up." And Beast Boy went to his room still the aura of sadness emanating from him. "I really need to clean up my room, it's like a fuckin waste disposal shaft, it's going to be a very long day indeed." After clearing up all his junk from his room, it looked a bit cleaner and more organized, started to do some self reflecting on his part. "Going to take my MP3 now to kill the mind", he began searching to Norther's No Way Back (Beast Boy's been a fan of melodic death bands since he joined from the Doom Patrol and his MP3 is mostly contained both Gothenburg (At The Gates/The Haunted/In Flames/Soilwork/Dark Tranquility/Arch Enemy) and Finnish (Children Of Bodom/Norther/Kalmah/Mors Principium Est/Wintersun/Swallow The Sun/Eternal Tears of Sorrow) Styles) and gave a listen.

I no longer feel
where do my heart belong
This shivering wind
has frozen it to the core
And the rain that whips my face
covers my tears
These dark shades of night
hides my fears

There's no way, no way back
Wherever I'm walking

I hide behind my smile
And it hurts me inside
I cry without shedding a tear
I'm sorry this ends here

Still the wind blows
And the rain falls on me
And I know

There's no way back, no way back
Forever I'm walking

I hide behind my smile
And it hurts me inside
I cry without shedding a tear
I'm sorry this ends here

I hide behind my smile
And it hurts me inside
I cry without shedding a tear
I'm sorry this ends here

The intro of the song was kind of long which was silence at first before the 1st guitar chord was played which was melancholic. "This is so Raven like." He thought "Always the sad songs." And when he heard the song, god all those pent up emotions wanted to be released and the chorus struck a chord in his head. "This song is just like my life, all happy outside but all the negativity eating slowly within me, I should've died on that boating incident" as he remembered when he was just 10 years old when he lost his parents. On the chorus he wanted to cry because every single moment of sadness and hurt he'll have to put up the same act over and over.