This story is branched off my other story "Highly Inappropriate". It explains why Edward is so….casual, and if you read this story, you will need to read "Highly Inappropriate" first, or it will get confusing.
EPOV- December 1, 1998
"I love you." I whispered into Tanya's ear, my warm breath making her curtain of blonde hair flutter. We were in the back of my car, tangled together, wearing only our underwear. Tanya's blue eyes searched my green ones and she laced her fingers around my neck, pulling me against her body.
"I love you too." She said, slipping one finger under the elastic of my boxers. I suppressed a moan and hungrily ripped at Tanya's lace bra, letting it fall to the car floor.
Tanya and I had been dating for exactly one year, and we had agreed to lose our virginity to each other tonight. I had fallen in love with Tanya so fast, the wait was excruciating. But Tanya was going to be worth it. Tanya moaned, pulling me out of my own thoughts. She tenderly snapped the elastic on my boxers and moved her hands to my face. I trailed warm kisses down her body, flipping us over so she was on top of me.
She gasped as our centers touched, grinding her hips against mine in a desperate attempt to create that glorious friction. Tanya's small hands tenderly pulled my boxers down and she blushed a little bit as she took in my length, drawing in a quick breath.
"Are you alright?" I murmured, toying with her underwear, fully prepared to rip it off when she gave me the all-clear. Tanya bit her lip, and then her eyes met mine.
"Yes." She said throatily, bending down and kissing me with intensity. "I want you to make love to me." She added, and I felt myself getting even harder.
How is that fucking possible!?
I slipped her panties off and tossed them on the floor of the car, letting them fall into a heap next to the rest of our clothes. I flipped us over again so I was on top of Tanya, our already sweating bodies pressed together as close as possible.
"You brought a condom, right?" Tanya gasped as I tenderly stroked her body.
"Yeah." I muttered, reaching for my wallet and slipping the condom on as fast as I could.
I kissed Tanya again, positioning myself directly at her entrance.
"I love you." I said again before slowly pushing into her. She was so tight, the feeling was unbelievable. Tanya winced as I hit her barrier and wrapped her arms around my neck, biting her lip.
"Wait." She grunted, squeezing her eyes shut. "Ok, do it." Tanya said through her teeth.
I pushed completely into her as gently as I could, but Tanya let out a whimper, her beautiful body tensing below mine.
"Stop." Tanya whispered, and I immediately froze, until she finally adjusted and smile up at me. "You can move now." She said, wrapping herself tightly around me. I grinned and hitched her right leg around my shoulder, both of us shuddering at the feeling of the tighter, deeper angle.
We were amazingly compatible, fitting together in every way.
EPOV- December 18, 1998
I walked into 5th period English on the last day of school before Christmas break, not knowing that my life was about to change forever. Tanya, my girlfriend, was sitting at her usual seat, in front of mine, and I swooped down and kissed her forehead.
"Hey, love." I smiled, sliding into my seat. Tanya turned around to face me, her face pale. "What's wrong?" I asked, casting a look around to make sure no one was listening. I noticed that Tanya's face was streaked with tear marks. "Tanya, you're scaring me!" I whispered, clenching her fist in my hand. "What's wrong?" Tanya's eyes met mine.
"I just took a pregnancy test." She choked out, her voice deathly quiet.
"And?" I said, looking away.
"I'm pregnant, Edward." She whispered, trying to look me in the eye. I refused to look at her.
This cannot be happening. I'm not ready for this. No, no, no!
I slept with the girl I loved and she ended up pregnant. My heart skipped a beat as I realized something. Yes, I loved Tanya. But I wasn't in love with her, like I thought I had been. I would be trapped with her forever thanks to that one night when our hormones had gotten out of control.
"Edward!" Tanya murmured, jostling my shoulder.
"It's not mine." I spat, scooting my chair back so she couldn't reach me. She recoiled, and the look on her face was pure confusion and hurt.
"What are you talking about?" She asked, more tears falling down her cheeks.
"You must have cheated on me." I muttered. "This….thing can't be mine." Tanya's jaw dropped.
"Edward, I-" She began. I cut her off.
"It's over, Tanya." I hissed, turning my attention to the floor. I heard Tanya's quiet whimpers. She finally got up and stormed to the bathroom, silent sobs rocking her body.
That was the last class of the day. School broke for Winter Break, and when we resumed in January, Tanya and the other Denali siblings didn't return to school.
Just a peak at my Edward is so effed up. More tomorrow.
Xoxo- Melodyella aka Mellie