Time Is An Illusion, Trust Is A Figment

I loved you once, what seems so long ago;

But I guess that time just moves to damn slow.

Hours and days mix and days and weeks seem to blend;

It feels like months since we've last been friends.

As time moves forward, the hurt you caused will turn to dust;

But thanks to you I shall never trust.

You said it does nothing, you said it's a waste, so for you I shall never cry;

After all of this, after the kiss, after you left, just tell me, Why?

I've been hurt, by some close, by some not, but you, you hurt me most;

Was our friendship real, or was it a figment, maybe it's lost, maybe it's dead, or just a ghost.

Did you ever even care, or was it a lie, were we ever friends, or was nothing you said true;

Maybe I'm just hopeful, maybe I'm a fool, but I know nothing could ever come of me an you.

I loved you once, what seems so long ago;

But I guess that time just moves to damn slow.

I was hurt, I got over, confusion, joy bitter pain, it all starts to blend;

Honestly, were you ever really, even my friend?

If I died would you care, or am I dispensable to you;

I loved you, more than a close friend, so much more but you never got the clue.

You hurt me, and I tried to hurt you in return;

I never believed in vengeance, but it's another lesson to learn.

I trusted you, and trusted others, all turned out to be lies;

You told me not to trust, I'd just get hurt, I'm always hurt, so why try?

Did I fool you, did you think I was weak;

Don't take me lightly; I may be fragile, but not timid, and surely not meek.

I loved you once, what seems so long ago;

But I guess that time just moves to damn slow.

I will hurt, and I will break, that can be fixed, but our friendship will never mend;

Days have passed, and I'm how I was long ago, to that I say thank you, to someone I loved as more than a friend.