AN: Sorry, yet another Tama/Kyo in Kyoya's POV. This one's a bit sad. I don't know why I can't just let them live happily ever after. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: Don't own OHSHC.
Of All The Truths
Why did I cut myself? To bleed.
Why do I bleed? I need to.
Why do I need to? To get rid of him.
He's so deep, under my skin. . . He's in my blood. . . I need to bleed him out. . .
He's flowing in me and him out. He is the pain. . .
So, when I cut. . . the blood flows. He escapes me. The pain subsides
Let the pain flow out of me. . . Let him see I need no one
Let him see how I can hurt myself without his help
I want him to know, the hurt he has given me
Love turning to hate. . .
Joy turning to sorrow. . .
Pleasure to the worst pain. . .
This pain. He gave it to me and it is mine. He is the pain.
How could he run his fingers through my hair
How could he let me lie in his arms
How could he let me sleep. . . in his arms. . .
Sleeping in the arms of a liar. . .
his words and actions contradict each other.
I trusted the actions because words are meaningless. Well, his were.
I trusted what he did, not what he said. My mistake.
I shouldn't have trusted him at all.
The words were harsh. But the lies were harsher still.
The actions were misleading. They were lies in themselves.
He invited me into his space and I let him into mine.
I lowered my shield only to be hit by an arrow, in the heart.
And now, I bleed for him. Because of him.
In fact, this blade that pierced me and carved his name . . .is his.
And now his name etched into my skin, my flesh. . .
I will always have a part of him now
Even if it's just a bleeding word
And later, just a scar
It's his name bleeding out of me
It's his scar that he's left
Of all the truths in this godforsaken world
The least true is you
AN: Here, Tamaki has obviously hurt Kyoya pretty badly, and so Kyoya carves "Tamaki" into his skin. Hope that was apparent. Thanks for reading!