12-18-09: um. hi. well, I posting this for the ppl reading this for the first time. this is the sequel to a story called Jacob and Bella forever. I strongly recommend you read that one first because then this story will make lots more sense! Obviously, J&B 4ever are on my profile page. thanks so much.

ok, i lied. im not calling this story 'Only bc I love you', sorry.

disclaimer: i don't own twilight


Ten months. Ten months since I married Bella. Eighteen months. Eighteen months since I proposed to Bella. Two months. Two months since I became a Daddy.

Ryan Jacob Black. My son. He had my black hair, but Bella's brown eyes. I couldn't tell if he was going to be a werewolf or not.

But anyway, back to the memories. The day I married Bella could've very well been the best day of my life. Well, apart from Ryan's birthday.


We were standing in a makeshift alter on First Beach. The sun in the sky was in the perfect place. The birds were singing, the waves were crashing, the air was the perfect temperature.

'Ready, Jake?' Embry, one of my best men, asked. My other best man was Quil.

'I've been ready since the day i imprinted on her.' I replied.

The traditional wedding march began and first came out the bridesmaids'. I wasn't paying any attention though. I just wanted to see Bella's face. And then the moment I'd been waiting for, Bella rounded the corner with Charlie on her arm.

Her dress was beautiful. It matched the setting. Her dress floated around her ankles, sparkling in the bright Summer sun. She was the most beautiful I had ever seen her.

The moment she started walking down that aisle in that beautiful white dress, she looked into my eyes. She smiled at me, and I could feel myself smiling back.

It seemed to take an eternity for her to make it down that short little aisle. But when she finally reached me, when Charlie placed her hand in my own, I couldn't have asked for anything else in the world.

"Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to join this man and this woman in holy matrimony." The pastor begun.

Our vows were simple. We had the traditional ring ceremony.

"With this ring, I thee wed; all my love, I do thee give." we both had to repeat that.

Then the best part of weddings, the 'I do's', came.

"Do you, Jacob Black, take Isabella Swan to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for richer or for poor till death do you part?" The pastor asked.

"I do." I vowed, looking into Bella's eyes.

"And do you, Isabella Swan, take Jacob Black to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for richer or for poor till death do you part?" The pastor repeater.

"I do," She promised, looking straight back into my eyes.

"I now pronounce you husband, and wife. You may kiss the bride."

I lifted her veil and kissed her with a passion of a thousand volts. I could hear the crowd

cheering in the backround.

I had to end the kiss sometime, so I gently pulled away, took her hand, and faced our family.

End Of Flashback

Bella suddenly came into the living room where I was sitting. We had bought a house here in La Push after we had married.

"Hey, you" she said, kissing my cheek. I turned my head so my lips could reach hers.

"Hey," I answered. "Where's Ryan?"

She plopped down on the sofa next to me. "Sleeping."

"So, what're you thinking about?" She asked.


"Well, when I came up to you, it looked like you were in some sort of deep thought."

"Oh, I was just thinking about our wedding day. And the day when I propsed to you, what a night!"


We were sitting on our log, on First Beach. I planned to propose to Bella that night. I had already talked to Charlie about it.

The sun was setting. We looked out to the waves as an eagle swooped down to capture a fish. We waited in silence for a few moments, but then I just couldn't hold it in anymore.

I took a big breath.

"Bells?" I started. "Can I ask you something?"

She looked at me. "Of course."

I took her hand and stood her up.

"Just stay right there." I muttered as I fumbled around in my pocket. Finally I found the little box that held the ring of which I would propose to Bella with.

I looked into her eyes. Never looking away from her, I slid down on one knee. I heard her gasp almost inaudibly.

"Isabella Swan. I love you so much. I promise to love you every day until the end of forever. Will you marry me?" I opened the little box to reveal the diamond ring.

She smiled so incredibly big then simply answered, "Yes."

Then she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me.

I slid the ring onto the third finger of her left hand. "Thank you." I whispered.

We heard applause from behind us. My head whipped around and I saw the entire pack,

Billy and Charlie standing there.

I groaned while Bella just blushed.

But even after all that, I couldn't wipe the grin off my face.

End of Flashback

"What a night." Bella agreed.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked.

"Oh, just... the night I had Ryan." She admitted, blushing a bit.

I laughed.


Bella seemed frozen, staring at her feet.

What was she doing?

"Jacob! The baby's coming!" Her water just broke, that's why she was staring at her feet.

"Holy shit!" My voice was loud enough to wake everyone in La Push.

I jumped up frantic.

"Jacob Black, you get me to the hospital this instant or I swear, I will cut off your man parts!" She screeched at me.

I called Emily and Sam, they had been through this before.

"Ello?" Sam answered. He was still half asleep.

"Sam get your fat arse out of bed, Bella's in labor!"

That woke him up.

"Are you at the hospital?"

Bella was still screaming at me in the backround.

"No, we're at the house. And I'm freaked out! She's threatening to, urm, chop off certain... parts of me." I said awkwardly. "And I think she's serious."

"I am serious you ass! You did this to me! Now get me to the hospital!" Bella screamed hysterically.

"Man, get her to the hospital, we'll meet you there." Sam told me.

I hung up, grabbed the baby bag, and got Bella in the car all in a matter of seconds.

Bella still moaning, reached for me.

I took Bella's hand and rubbed soothing circles on the back of it.

"It's okay Bella. We'll be okay." i soothed.

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god," She just kept repeating.

After we got to the ER, Sam and Emily entered the room, little baby Lucy in Emily's arms.

Emily had a baby girl who she named Lucy just a year ago.

Emily ran over to Bella and took her other hand, as I had her other one.

"Why didn't you tell me it hurt this bad, Em?" Bella moaned at her.

"I did."

"You didn't say it hurt this bad!"

At that moment, a nurse came into the room.

"You're about three centimeters dilated. This might be a while, Bella. I'll be back to check

on you in a little while." Dr. Stevens told us.

Bella moaned again as another contraction came.

"It's okay Bella. This will all be over soon."

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Okay, so maybe it wasn't over soon.

Five hours. Five hours we had been in the hospital. My hand was probably broken by now from Bella squeezing it so frequently.

It was almost four in the morning.

"Jacob..." She moaned.

"I'm so sorry, Bells. I'm sorry." What else was I supposed to say?

"It hurts." She groaned to me.

"I know, Bella. I'm sorry."

"No, you do not know!" She snapped. "You do not know what it's like being in such freakin pain for so freakin long! It freakin sucks!" She complained.

"And when this baby is out of me, I am going to kill you, Jacob Black. After I chop off you man parts, I swear am going to kill you. You did this to me!" She threatened.

I stifled laughter.

Dr. Stevens came into the room to check on Bella.

"Okay Bella," she said, "You're ten centimeters. Are you ready to push?"

"Yes, yes! just get this baby out of me!"

Sam was falling asleep in a chair. Emily smacked him in the back of his head and handed Lucy to him.

"Ready, one, two, three, push!"

After lots of pushing, moaning, groaning, and squeezing the life out of my hand, our baby boy was born.

"What are you going to name him?" Dr, Stevens asked while he was being cleaned.

"Ryan." Bella answered. "Ryan Jacob Black." She smiled at me.

"I love it." I whispered. I kissed her gently.

We were handed our newborn baby just moments later.

"Hi there, Ryan. How you doin, baby?" Bella whispered. Then she looked at me. "You

wanna hold him Jake?"

I nodded and cradled our baby in my arms. "I love him." I told Bella. she smiled.

"Okay, time for our beautiful baby and his gorgeous mother to get some sleep, what do you say?"

"Please" she sighed.

Bella had gotten a larger bed; so I could lay down next to her.

I wrapped my arms around her and whispered 'I love you' in her ear before we fell asleep.

End of Flashback

"So... are you still gonna chop off my man parts? Oh, and then kill me!" I asked her.

She glared at me. "I was just kidding you freak."

"Oh, really? Were you? You seemed pretty serious when we were at the hospital." I replied, amused.

"Hey, if you were in that kind of pain, you would've said the same thing." she defended herself.

I didn't say anymore on the subject. I just merely rolled my eyes.

"Hey, how 'bout you say we go visit Billy and Charlie tomorrow. You know how they

love to see their grandson." I suggested.

"Fine with me." She replied, yawning.

I smiled. "Let's go to bed if we're gonna be up and about tomorrow. And plus, Ryan will probably wake us up tonight."


We crawled in the king sized bed and after what I'd thought about tonight, smiled widely.

Bella reached for my hand and we fell asleep with our hands intertwined.

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