Okay. This is my first Brittania high FanFic, so don't blame me if it's rubbish...

Lying Awake...

One sheep jumping over the fence, Two sheep jumping over the fence, three sheep jumping over the fence, four sheep jumping over the fence, Five sheep jumping over - Oh, it's no use. I can't sleep....

And Ronnie knew exactly why she couldn't...

Why did I do it? I wasn't thinking straight! I musn't of been. I just thought that because he helped me that - well, it doesn't matter. I geuss I thought wrong...

She was, of course, thinking about the events of that day. It was the last day of the year. The day of the end of term showcase. The day that she had kissed her friend Jez -

Her gay friend Jez!?

It was only aftwerwards that she had realised what a stupid thing she had done, and that it could possibly cost her friendship with him. And now it was summer, and she'd gone back home to Grimsby, and he was back in London, where she'd been for the past year, working at Brittania High.

It all seemed alright at the actual show, he wasn't avoiding her. There was no awkwardness between the two of them - but maybe that was just for show, so that their friends didn't find out about it.

- or maybe he really had just forgotten about it and put it behind him.

She kept saying 'it' because she couldn't bring herself to say 'it's' real name, beacause everytime she did, she would feel embaressed and ashamed of herself.

I kissed him! I thought that he felt like I felt, I know now that he didn't. He probably still doesn't. He probably doesn't even want to know me, anymore...

He hadn't replied to any of her e-mails. He wouldn't answer the phone if she called him. He wouldn't text her back.

She had made a big mistake - and she couldn't reverse it.

I've ruined everything....

Yeah, probably not my best work! Still, please review it!