"Bella, I dont want you to come with me"

"You dont want me?"


"Don't do this"

"You're not good for me, Bella" He waited patiently, his face wiped clean of all emotion.

"If that's what you want."

He nodded once.

That was the beginning of the end. I watched as he walked away from me; Each step he took, ripping out my heart, inch by tortorous inch. I couldn't even cry... I just stood there and watched as the reason for my being strutted gracefully out of my life but all the while keeping a firm hold of my heart.

He finally disappeared from my sight and that was when i collapsed. He had lied. He had never loved me. I was just a plaything for him and his family. And Alice... she is...was my best friend but she had just used me for her own amusement. The mere thought made my stomach tighten and i felt like heaving. I curled up into a ball and let the darkness have me.