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What I've Lost

They say that you don't miss something until it's gone. I've lost my love and the one other person I feel safe to help me when I need help. I put all my time and energy into getting back to work that I forgot to notice Fiona. How Fiona keeps on telling me that it might not be a good idea into getting back into the CIA. I hate that I will miss her. I thought that she would stand by me into getting to what I want, but I was wrong. I thought that she would come back to me when I saw a woman sit on the bench with a white hat, but when she looked at me it wasn't her. I hate that I might have lost her.

I hope that I can fix that. I want Fiona back in my life. I miss her already and she hasn't even been gone that long. I miss that she won't be with me on my jobs. I don't know what to do. I really want to go back to my old job even if it is with Strickler, but I don't know if I want to do that if I lose Fiona.

I have to wonder if it's worth it. Is everything I'm doing is worth everything that I am doing. I want to quit, but don't know what to do. I am going to have to think about it and I hope that everything will go back to normal.

The End