When I rejoin society
Will you still be there?
My angel of light
Mercy from the heavens
On earth
In the form of a woman
So beautiful inside

As the fly circles
I come back to you
Drawn by your beauty
Honey to catch me
Keep me warm with tears
And wash guilt away

And when I rejoin society
Could you wait for me?
You're in my own space
Facing the mess I made
In here
In the form of a person
So terrible inside

In my heart my love
I can hear you call
Reaching out for me
Keeps me holding on
For a better time
When I'm ready, love

And when I rejoin society
Did you wait for me?
I've tied up myself
With the answers beyond
My mind
In the form of a secret
So detritus, I hide

I can't be with you
Till I forgive myself
Can you forgive me?
My love, don't stay long
Keeps me warm inside
With my memories
Keep back from me love

And when I rejoin society
Will you come join me?
I'm twisted inside
With all the answers gone
From me
In the form of a promise
So perilous a lie

And when I rejoin society
Will the sun come down?
Upon my bowed head
Like a leaf falling
I wait
In the form of a lover
Too painful in my mind