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My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.
My name is Bella Swan I am Seventeen. There is nothing special about me. I am average height,Brown hair and eyes. I am average weight. I am a outcast at school people tend to avoid me. I have two best friends Alice and Rosalie. Rosalie is girlfriend to my guy mate Emmett. Rose an me get on really well. She is always there in my time of need. Em is my best guy mate. He is like a big brother. Alice is hyper. She and i met at a carnival that i was forced to go to by my dad. We met whilst standing in the line to go on a ride. We immediately had a lot in common. She has always been there for me. She had a boyfriend called Jasper. He was really understanding of me. Me and him got on like a house on fire but that had scared me becasue me and Edward got on like that. But I like him a lot he was also like a big brother to me. She was not put of by personality. Which is well i dress in baggy clothes. Listen to rock music and well i have a bad temper. I wasn't always like this. I use to be happy and dress nice and socialize. But that was before Edward. You see when i met Edward it was when i met Alice. Me and Him got on well. We soon became bets friends. I was his best friend for five years. We shared everything. Edward was my light to my dark life. We shared our first kiss at 13 because of a 'truth or dare' game. I always did Like him more then a friend but never brang it up. When we Started High school everything was fine. But a couple of weeks into it Edward didn't talk to me like he use to. He got a lot more female attention then he usually got. Soon he lost his virginity to Tanya. He didn't even tell me, Alice had to. Soon he just avoided me all together. then one day when i went to go ask him what was going on. He did something that i didn't expect nor did anyone else.
I was walking towards Edward's table. He sat with the jocks which included Mike,Tyler,Eric,Tom,Dean,Sam,Lloyd and Matt. I was going to ask him why he was avoiding me. i walked straight up behind him and the conversation stopped and everyone looked at me. Edward turned his head. Something flashed in his eye regret? Annoyance?.
"Can i talk to you?" i said trying not to let venom get in my voice.
" No Swan" He said with so much venom that i didn't think he was capable of it.
"Because Jocks don't talk to losers" Was he really just not going to talk to me because of the groups?
"But i thought that were best friends" I said. Confusion evident in my voice.
"I never was your best friend. You were just someone there to pass the time. I never liked you and never will. So fuck off"
"Your a asshole" I said and ran out of the lunch room.
--End of flash back--
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
From that day onwards i had hated Edward Cullen.
Since that day i had changed. I was not myself and he never even noticed. he became the player of the school and the one thing i didn't think he was capable of. The schools most hated person. Not everyone hated him. the males were jealous but the female population love the 'Edward Cullen'.
To me He is dead.
I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.
My name is Edward Cullen. I am seventeen. Okay how do i put this? I am god to every women. I am Tall and handsome. I am the school player and dam proud of it. I know how to please a woman and that is why women love me. I bet even you want a go. I have two Best mates. Emmett. he is fun and a good laugh. He has a girlfriend called Rose. I have tried to talk him out of it many of times. Why stick with one women when you can sleep with them all? Jasper was another one of my Best mates. He was more of the sensible one. He didn't pick a side of a argument he would simply stay out of it. He is a great guy but doesn't have much fun. he also has a girlfriend which happens to be my sister. I told him the same thing as i did Em but they both hate my player ways. Evey one i know does. I remember this one day when me and Alice went to the carnival when i turned around to ask Alice a question but she was talking to a beautiful girl. She had long brown hair and Big beautiful brown eye' soon got talking and we had a lot in common. She was My best friend and i hers. We did everything together. We shared our first kiss when we were 13 in a 'truth or dare' game. I didn't mind she had the most delicious pink lips i have ever seen even if i was only 13. I had always liked Bella more then a friend but i didn't want to ruin started high school. It was so exciting. I soon got on the basketball team and just started hanging out with the jocks. I soon forgot about Bella but i didn't worry because i knew she had Alice and Rose. I remember the day that i had turned on her for the sake of high school groups.
I was sitting down talking to a bunch of the jocks. We were talking about Tanya. She was the girl i lost my virginity to. We were in the middle of talking when suddenly everyone just stopped talking and were starring behind me. I craned my neck to the side only to see Bella standing there.
"Can i talk to you?" She asked and you could see she was trying to hold back her anger.
" No Swan" I said. I wanted to say yes but i wanted to fit in.
"Why?" She said with a look of confusion on her face.
"Because Jocks don't talk to losers" i knew that was a low blow.
"But i thought that were best friends" If only you knew Bella.
"I never was your best friend. You were just someone there to pass the time. I never liked you and never will. So fuck off" I said. she looked completely taken back by that.
"Your a asshole" I was shocked Bella never swore.
--End of flash back--
But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.
From that day i had lost the thing that was most important to me. After a couple of weeks I didn't notice My Bella. Bella was different she had gone just so not herself. i wonder what happened?
Bella swan was not one of us.
Epov (At lunch)
We were just sitting at lunch discussing Girls.
"I really like Holly" Lloyd said.
"Why?" dean said
"Because she is sweet and funny and a lot of things. Think she'll go for me?"
"Yeah go for it" Sam said.
"See i don't have to worry about getting a girl because they all want me" I said confidently.
"Wanna bet?" Mike said.
"Okay. You have to bed a girl within 3 weeks. No exceptions. If i win i get your car. If you win i will give you Lauren for a week and £400. I get to pick the girl. sound fair?"
"Yep. Okay whose the girl?" I didn't care who the girl is because i could get her anyway.
"Bella Swan" He said. What? Bella? Bella Swan?
I got up an made my way to biology. i had to think of a game plan. Lucky enough i sit next to her in Biology.
i had to win this bet.
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