Chapter 16~ Yusei's POV
There was a knock on my door, and then it opened. To my surprise, it was Kiryu!
"K-Kiryu?" I stammered. And then I noticed his eyes.
It wasn't Kiryu.
It was Ccapac Apu.
"Hello Yusei~" he said, shutting the door behind him.
"You remember me?" I gasped, sitting bolt upright.
"Oh yes, Yuu, I remember everything. However, Kiryu doesn't. But I can make him remember. I can give him his memories back any time I want to." His voice made it seem so casual.
I jumped up.
"Please, Ccapac Apu, give Kiryu his memories back! Please! He doesn't remember me at all… But I love him, and he loves me… he just doesn't remember! Please! I need to be with him… I'll do anything! ANYTHING!" I was almost hysterical.
Ccapac Apu gave me a crooked smile, almost wicked.
"Then do exactly as I say," he said. He then walked into the bathroom.
"Come here," he commanded, so I followed him, a little confused.
"On your knees," he said as I entered the bathroom. A feeling of dread washed over me as I obeyed. I knew what he wanted.
He unzipped his pants and pulled them down, along with his boxers.
"Make me want to give Kiryu his memories back," he said.
Hoping against hope that he didn't want what I thought he did, I grabbed him with both hands and began stroking him.
"Uhn uhn uh~" he tisked, "In your mouth."
My insides flipped and my stomach churned. It was my Achilles Heel. I couldn't give head. My gag reflexes were terrible, and I always get sick afterward. Kiryu and I both agreed that I didn't have to give oral.
I shook my head.
"I can't do that," I told Ccapac Apu, "If you have Kiryu's memories then you should know that."
"Ah, but I'm going to train you~" Ccapac Apu said to me, "You just need practice. Kiryu doesn't get his memories back until I get exactly what I want. And that's you, Yusei. I want your body and I want your blood. And I want to feel you all over me~ Once I get that, I'll free Kiryu's memories."
"H-How do I know you'll keep your word?" I stuttered.
"You'll just have to trust me. I'm the only hope you've got."
I looked down. I had to do it. If there was even a small chance that I could get Kiryu back, then I had to take it.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I clasped my hands around his base and then took him into my mouth. He let out a small moan.
"More…" he said. I took him in as much as I could without gagging. He suddenly grabbed the back of my head and pushed me into him.
"More than that," he said, as if I was stupid. I forced myself to take him in all the way to the back of my throat. I began to gag hard and whimpered. I felt the contents of my stomach rising up. I tried to push away but he kept hold of me. I flailed my arms and whine through my nose. He rolled his eyes and then let me go. I took him out of my mouth and gagged hard, holding my stomach and gripping my mouth to keep from vomiting.
"Wow, you are really bad at this," Ccapac Apu muttered.
"Did you think I was kidding?" I croaked, swallowing hard to recover.
"Don't talk back to me," he snapped, and I flinched.
"S-Sorry…" I said quietly.
"We'll start with baby steps, I suppose. Just the head for now."
I was still regaining myself.
"C'mon Yusei, suck me!" Ccapac Apu snarled, "I haven't got all day!"
I took a deep breath.
For Kiryu… I thought. Then I took him into my mouth again.
"Come on, use your tongue," he commanded, so I swirled my tongue around his smooth skin. It was hot to the touch. I tasted the warm salty precum he began to secret, and I had no choice but to take it. My stomach churned in protest.
"Now pretend it's a dripping wet popsicle," Ccapac Apu instructed.
I tried, but no popsicle tasted like that. I moved my mouth all around, and the more I sucked, the most precum came out.
"Moan like it's the best popsicle you've ever tasted on the hottest day of the year~" he commanded. So I did. That in turn made him moan, so at least I was pleasing him. I decided to use my hands to play around with him. That ended up setting him over the edge. He gasped and twitched, and I felt him stiffen.
I didn't even have time to pull away from him. A hot burst entered my mouth and I squeaked. It was disgusting. I immediately took him out of my mouth and went to spit it out, but Ccapac Apu grabbed me and pulled me back.
"Swallow it," he demanded. I shook my head and tried to get up again. He pushed my head down with his hand.
"Swallow it, Yusei," he warned me.
Tears formed in my eyes as I whimpered, shaking my head. I could feel myself wanting to gag, but I forced myself not to, or else I'd throw up. Ccapac Apu grabbed my mouth and clamped it shut, tilting my head back.
"Swallow it now."
I had no choice. I shut my eyes tight with effort and somehow managed to swallow. He let me go and I gasped. My stomach was burning with displeasure, and I knew this was not going to end well.
I put my hand over my mouth but it was no use. I threw up all over the floor, causing Ccapac Apu to jump back in alarm. I couldn't stop myself and threw up again. Then I burst into tears.
"That was very unsatisfying, Yusei," Ccapac Apu snarled.
"I-I'm s-sorry!" I wailed. I couldn't stop sobbing. He didn't even care. HE just began to get dressed.
"Next time," he scolded, "don't take me out of your mouth. And just swallow it. And keep it down, until at least I'm not in the room anymore."
"K-Kiryu!" I sobbed, "Kiryu! KIRYU!" It was all I could say.
"I would suggest you stay away from Kiryu until my next visit," he said.
"WAAAAAAAAAAH! KIRYUUUUU! KIRYUUUUUUUUUUUU!" I howled. Ccapac Apu didn't even look back at me as he left.
Eventually a nurse came in wondering what the racket was all about. When she saw me crying in the bathroom she tried to calm me down and soothe me, stroking my hair and telling me everything would be alright. Eventually I calmed down enough to allow her to lead me back to bed. Then she sent someone to clean up my mess.
I felt awful.
I felt lost.
I felt alone.