THIS IS NOT AN UPDATE.
I have been MIA from the fandom for the past few months. Honestly, I don't feel like making excuses except to say that I've been going through a shitstorm of a personal life. The bottom line is that I've lost the will to write this story the way I intended to write it when I first looked at my blank word document and imagined the world I wanted to fill it with. I'm angry and bitter and resentful, disenchanted and utterly defeated, and I don't want Edward and Bella to be together. Until that feeling goes away, I'm putting this story on official hiatus. I am so incredibly sorry to those of you that have read and reviewed, and I desperately want to make it up to you all. Thank you for every kind word, I promise I'll respond to all the reviews in due time.
All the best,