It had been 49 days since Cloud last saw the black haired beauty. He didn't even realize how many days passed until Tifa told him. His life was dull and depressing. How did he let this happen? Why couldn't he have just realized that Leon NEVER showed Cloud real love? How he NEVER said anything about loving him. He felt like a complete and total idiot. And now he was paying for it. He felt so desperate. So upset. He heard Yuffie run in.
"There are some people from soldier that are here!" she said, not a happy excited, but an anxious one. Cloud ran out the doors of 7th heaven with the rest of them to be met by two soldiers. One had a very sad look on his face.
"are you Cloud Strife?" Cloud nodded, his heart twisted… Zack wasn't… wasn't… was he? "I'm very sorry to inform you that 1st class soldier Zack Fair has died in battle" Cloud dropped to his knees. Zack… was dead… Zack was dead… "he… had written a letter. Telling us to give you these" he soldier handed Cloud Zack's sword. The Buster Sword. Cloud grabbed the handle looking at it as he laid it in his lap. He was also handed a letter. It was slightly wet. And had dried blood on it. Cloud cringed inwardly and opened it up and read it to himself.
If you are reading this then I'm dead.
I really am sorry Cloud. I wanted to stay. I was going to stay… but you had Leon. And hey Spiky? If you blame yourself I swear I'll come back and haunt you until you don't!
Cloud smiled slightly, tears sting his eyes.
You take good care of everyone ok? I know I've always been saying that we take care of you but honestly, you're a lot stronger then that, you have to take care of everyone for me ok? You're the only one and I'm sure Tifa and Aerith are getting tired of doing my job. I really will miss you. I'm sad that I didn't live longer, maybe I could have persuaded you, with my oh so amazing charm, to stay with me instead of Grumpy. I feel like this is getting to long so I'm just going to end this ok? I love you. I really really love you Cloud. No matter where I go when I'm dead I will always love you. Remember that, ok? Tell everyone I love them, and not to cry over me.
And Cloud? Take care of yourself. Because if anything ever happened to you, I think my soul would die instead of my body. Good-bye Spiky, I hope you don't miss me to much, cause I really don't want you to cry over me for long if at all, even if you love me to.
Bye Strife. Love ya
Cloud held the letter to his chest tears spilling out of the corners of his eyes as he closed them shut. The Soldiers had left after talking to Tifa and Aerith who were also in tears.
"idiot… idiot!" Cloud yelled looking up into the sky "don't leave me again!" Cloud cried. Everyone looked at him, some of his friends where crying, some just looked sad, but he didn't care, he didn't care at all. All he wanted was Zack, he wanted Zack back. He wanted a second chance, a chance to tell Zack to stay, a chance to save him.
A chance to not be an idiot.
Cloud felt his whole world crashing down around him, he was falling inside darkness.
And in a jerk his eyes opened, it was bright, to bright, in his ears he could hear the buzzing of cicadas and the wind rustling the leaves. A shadow covered over his face.
"Hey Spiky, bad dream?"
"…Zack?" Cloud opened his eyes again and stared at the figure above him.
GWAAAAH ITS OVER~ was it ok!? i hoped you liked it people and if you didnt... I WILL EAT YOUR BRAINS MUAHAHAA O.e ok well im a little hyper-
Zack: and horny
me: o.O zack thats implyed no need to talk about it
Cloud: are you smoking again?
me:... HAHA nooo you dumbies~ i dont need drugs n stuff like that i get natrually high! (USE THAT TERM AND I WILL RIP OUT UR NONE EXISTANT BALLS O.e)
Zack: ... what if there are guys reading this?
me: your point?
Cloud: o.O they have real balls?
me: psssh thats what you think o.o
me: i'd also like to thank my friend vanessa! I LOVE YOU BITCH! *slaps her where ever she may be*
Cloud: o.O why'd you do that?
me: it gets her horny dur-o.o OK =D i think its time to wrap it up neh?
Zack: you mean leave and then go read yaoi manga -.-"
me: =o.... you know me so well! IF YOU REVIEW ZACK CLOUD AND OR LEON WILL SPEND ONE NIGHT IN UR ROOM AND U CAN DO W/E U WANT WITH THEM!
me: WAIT! IF YOU REVIEW AND RATE YOU CAN EVEN HAVE THEM ALL AT ONCE DOING NAUGHTY THINGS WITH EACH OTHER! but ONLY if you let me video tape! O.O
Zack: O.o she's lost it... time to go
Cloud: o.O -sigh- i'll go get vanessa and ashley
Zack: o.O and the closet. dont forget the closet.