I may seem like a bitch
But I do have a heart
You just don't realize
When my psychosis began to start.
It was just a normal day
I went to summer school with the rest
I laughed with my best friend Phil
Everything was just the best.
Phil came over to watch Family Guy
We laughed so hard together
It didn't cross my young heart
That my life would change forever.
I was sleeping like an angel
Nothing could make me sad
Then my mom woke me up
That's when things got bad.
She told me Michael had a heart attack
I prayed for him to be all right
But alas my prayers meant nothing
And then I heard that he died.
I cried so hard for the King of Pop
He meant everything to me
First my heart stopped
And my insides began to freeze.
Then that's when the tears came
I never cried so hard in my life
I decided right then and there
That I truly wanted to die
Michael was with Grandma in Heaven
And that's what really made me cry.
I would never see my sweet grandmother again
Nor Michael Jackson, for that matter
Fuck my life.
I wouldn't live happily ever after.
Then Michael's funeral was on my birthday
Would've been my sweet 16
It wasn't sweet at all
The worst birthday I'd ever seen.
Then I found out something really bad
My fiancee didn't love me at all
He was just a pedophile
Trying to fuck with my soul.
So then I was really pissed
I was even scared inside.
Well, I thought myself,
At least I'm going to die.
But then I turned on "We Are The World"
And I read "A Child Called It"
Michael didn't like what I was doing to myself
Not one little bit.
I was the reason he couldn't Rest In Peace
Because I hurt myself all the time
Then I realized
Michael wanted me to Remember The Time.
When I used to watch his videos
And laugh instead of cry
He wanted me to be happy
Not be only 16 and die.
Michael Jackson, I love you forever
I'm so sorry for what I did
I know I shouldn't die yet
Because I'm just a kid.
A kid with problems
A kid with tears
A kid with emotions
A kid that has some fears.
I am a person
But before that, I am your greatest fan.
Michael Jackson, I'm sorry.
I'll never attempt suicide again.