IF ONLY L NEED LOOK NO MORE

Okay so this is my first ever fanfiction. It isn't the first one I've ever thought of but the inspiration to write this down came quicker. Basically it's based on Ben by Michael Jackson. I have been in Death Note mode for a while now. I haven't been able to see the entire series yet: I've only seen episodes one thru seven, 17, 25,35, and the final episode. L Lawliet, Near (Nate River), Mello (Mihael Keehl), and Matt (Mail Jeevas) are my favorite characters, but L tops them all. It was heartbreaking when he died and when (spoiler!) Light-bastard!-Yagami died I was so happy and I couldn't stop laughing-the fact that Misa killed herself later only added to my joy and I instantly became semi-obssesed with Near and Mello as well. Anyway. L, if you really, really, think about it was one of the most depressing characters in the series because he had a lonely, hidden, confusing life: everyone thought he was weird, he could trust no one, the closest thing he had to a friend was an enemy and murderer, he spent his entire career without anyone he could really get close to (except maybe Watari), he had nothing to really live for, and he died believing he had failed. WHICH HE DID NOT I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY IT WAS HIS SUCCESORS THAT BEAT KIRA LORD OF JACK-OFFS! Plus, no one will even notice he is gone-none that will mourn for him. But anyway, this is about what I think he wanted to have...It's a song-fic...shudder.....

If only L need look no more by Nehan Shinzui

L, if only you need look no more,

You, never found what you were looking for,

With a friend to call your own, you never might've known

how lonely life could be...You wish you could've told,

them that,"You'dve had a friend in me..." If only a friend in me...

L, you're always looking here and there, Though you work so hard to

please you're down on your knees "please find a friend in me...:"

L, you know you're not wanted anywhere... (anywhere)

When you look be-hind there's no one there (no one there)

If only you could know,

that there's somewhere to go, but alas, you'll be alone...

All you can say now is "I" or "me"

How you wish there'd be an "us" or "we"

L, they turn a-way they never really hear

a word you say...They don't see you as you

They never try too, you wish one day they'd say-" I have a friend like you! I'm happy now it's true! I have a friend like L...

A friend...

Like L...

Like L....

A friend...

If only they'd had a friend like you....

A/N:

Cha sooo....I really suck at lyricism so if you don't like please leave constructive critiscism but it is my first ever fic. I suckat music though I love it and I didn't really kNow how to put the stanzas together. I know I kinda put too much erm lonely "drabbles" I think they're called? into it but I wanted to capture his life of solidarity. I don't think I'm gonna make another songfic (unless I get enough positive reviews of course!), but I have to tell whoever reads this that most of my stories will be dark tragedies but I do have a sense of humor and will write parodies and humor fics whenever I am in the mood for it. Please read and review although it is not required.(but they would be nice...poke poke nudge nudge) Buh-bye!

Nehan Shinzui