Loba Bella's Tale 1/17
Author: Lifelesslyndsey
Category: Twilight
Pairing: Bella x Jacob
Summary: All too suddenly her world falls apart. The Rez calls to her. Edward makes her feel sick. Jacob just looks yummy and she's practically crawling out of her skin. "Renee? Who's my father?"
Rating: M for Lemons. Lots of Lemons.
Word Count: 1,701
Disclaimer: I own nothing, except my ideas. Props to the woman, Ms. Meyers.

Props to Magos186 for being the most superest Beta EVER!

"Edward," I snapped, pushing his face away from mine, "God, Edward, stop!"

He looked at me with his amber-gold eyes full of alarm and curiosity. "Since when do you say stop?"

"Since you started getting so fucking handsy!" I bit, shoving my shirt back down. He winced as I swore, but I wasn't going to tell him the entire truth; that for some reason, his touch repulsed me. Or that his smell, which once had been irresistible, had been making me queasy for months now. "What is up with you? Mr. Epitome of Self Control. Mr. Oh No Bella, I Might Kill You?"

He trailed his cold fingers along my jaw, and I shuddered. He happily accepted this as a positive response. All this time I thought he was the smart vampire. I just wanted to puke.

"I'm not sure, Bella. Something about you has changed...you're a little more...filled out." He explained as his eyes trailed down my body.

It was true enough. Somehow I had gone from an A-cup to a C-cup in a matter of months. I wrote it off as a late-burst of hormones. But it didn't stop there. My hips seemed to widen, giving me curves I had never had, and my legs seemed longer, even to me. I wasn't tripping over my God damned feet as much either, so that was a plus.

"Even so, I'm not easy," I growled. "I mean I love you, but that isn't a free pass into my fucking pants."

"I'm sorry Bella," he said, sounding truly bewildered. "I didn't mean to push you."

"Ugh. I don't feel so good. I think I'm going to go home. Walk me to the truck?" I asked lightly, taking his cold hand into mine.

"Of course, Bella," he said. "I love you."

I forced myself to kiss him as he helped me into the truck delicately. I really hated that. I was not some sort of china doll. I wasn't that breakable.

I rolled down my windows letting the fresh air wash over me. Charlie wasn't home. He was still fishing with Billy. I made him dinner…chicken enchiladas, desperate to keep myself busy.

There was little to do. I had graduated, and wasn't working at the Newton's store. I had been busy planning my wedding with Alice, trying on dresses and tasting cake. At this point, the wedding just fucking irritated me.

I flopped down on my bed, digging my cell phone out of my bag. Please God, let him be home. "Jake?"

"What do you want Bella?" He snapped. It was understandable. I hadn't seen him in a month.

"Are you free tomorrow? I need to come to La Push."

"Are your bloodsuckers going to let you out?"

"Do you want to see me or not Jake?" I snapped.

"As there are no leeches to track, as a matter of fact, I am free. What did you want to do?"

"Let's get the gang together, and go cliff diving," I said adamantly. It sounded like a very good idea.

"That didn't end so well, last time Bells. What will your bloodsuckers think?"

"Fuck 'em. If I want jump off a damn cliff I will."

He paused, and I could hear him deliberating through the phone.

"Well, it's decided. I'll get the gang together."

"See you tomorrow, Jake."

I shut my window, locking it, and drawing back the curtains. I just didn't want to see Edward tonight. I needed some time.

Before I knew it, I was out. And for once, I slept peacefully, dreamlessly, and restfully.

"Fuck, Bells, I haven't seen you in forever." Jake lunged forward, pulling me into a tight hug. He gulped, "You ugh...feel...um...look different."

"Jeez! Pervert!" I breathed, "Are you trying to break me, Jake? Besides, I'll be coming around a lot more."

"Yeah, until your wedding," he grumbled, setting me back onto the ground.

"I don't want to talk about the fucking wedding. The God damned pixie has fucking taken over and it's driving me nuts." I paused, laying one finger on Jakes chest. "I need some Personal Sun time."

"Call me Mr. Sunshine. Come on, the guys will be around soon. You got your swim suit?"

"Under my clothes, are they meeting us?" I asked, letting my sentence run together in one excited blur.

"Yeah, we can head up there."

I looked down as the waves crashed against the rocky cliff. It was amazing. I wanted to jump right then.

"Cool it, Bella. At least take your clothes off before you jump. And this time, you're jumping from the lower cliff," Jake demanded, tossing me my bag.

I didn't argue. I didn't want a repeat of last time either.

I peeled off my top and jeans, dropping them into my bag. My bikini was sitting askew on my chest, and I was great full Jake wasn't looking at me at that moment.

Dammit, I should have bought a new one. This one did not exactly accommodate my growth spurt.

"I'm decent," I said, covering what I could with the clingy yellow fabric. Jake already had is board shorts on, which were hanging dangerously low on his hips.

I heard him swear under his breath when he caught sight of me, and it made me immediately blush. This was the closest to naked he had ever seen me. And it wasn't leaving much to the imagination.

"Damn Bella, what have you been hiding?!" Quil chuckled, making even Jacob blush. "Jared and Paul are on their way. Leah, being Leah, refused the invitation, and Sam and Emily have...plans."

Fuck. That makes me the only girl.

Well, this should be interesting.

I looked up catching Embry, shy little Embry, scanning me up and down. Well, if I wanted to be one of the boys, that's what I would be. Call them like I see them. I looked him dead in the face and grinning madly said, "Jeez Embry, lay off the eye-fuck or you're not gonna make it into the water before embarrassing yourself." I laughed, suddenly startled at what had just come out of my mouth. It was definitely beyond my confidence level, and yet I blatantly said it.

Quil laughed, slapping Embry on the back, who gave me an apologetic smile. Paul and Jared had only just arrived, and proceeded with their own eye-fuck.

For some reason unbeknownst to me, I fucking liked it. I needed in the water before I embarrassed myself.

"Are we doing this or what?" I asked, setting my hand on my hips.

"Impatient, are we?" Jake teased, taking me by the hand and leading me to the trail that led to the lower cliff. Every one else followed behind us, muttering under their breath and I found a certain, albeit awkward, satisfaction that I starred in their whispered conversation. Or at least the good portion of my exposed ass did.

"Give me your hand, Bella," Jake demanded, as we stood at the cliffs edge. "I don't want to lose you. Don't let go when we hit the water, and follow me. We'll be swimming over to that little beach there," Jacob gestured to the short stretch of white sand at the waters edge.

"So are we doing this on one-two-three, or what?" I asked, too excited to wipe the foolish grin of my face. I loved that Jacob let me be reckless. This was the very thing that made him my personal sun.

"On Three. One....two....three."

We plummeted into the water, our hands clasped tightly together. Jake dragged me back the surface, his eyes sparkling and excited.

"It's awesome isn't it?' He asked, treading the water.

"Fuck, it's almost like an orgasm."

He cocked his eyebrow at me. Well…that made me blush.

"I said almost," I growled.

We swam to the little beach, and the others followed. The water felt great against my skin, and I couldn't help but enjoy myself. Jake and the guys were prancing around like puppies, splashing, and pulling each other beneath the water. I did my best to keep up, but it was five giant werewolves against one little girl.

"Hey!' I screeched for the third time, "Watch your fucking hands Quil!"

Jacob bristled, throwing a quick punch at Quil's face, which made me laugh.

"Fuck! Keep her laughing!" Paul bellowed, watching as my breasts giggled.

I sighed, terribly exasperated. "Who's hungry? Think Sam and Emily are finished with their plans?"

"Only one way to find out," Quil offered happily.

Before I could say anything, Jake threw me over his broad shoulders. "It's a bit of a hike, Bella; wouldn't want you to fall."

"Yeah, right," I grumbled, before making a show of adjusting the back of my bathing suit bottoms with a little snap. "Thanks for putting my ass on display, buddy."

"I'm not putting anything on display that wasn't already out there."

It was a bit of a hike back, and I was actually grateful to Jake. I propped my elbows on his back, cradling my head in my hands.

"So when do you have to get back?" Jake asked, as he set me on the ground in front of Sam and Emily's home. They were finished, and she already had a massive banquet made.

"Actually, I think I'll stay in La Push tonight. Do you think I could crash on your couch?"

"Of course! If it keeps you in La Push longer, you can move in!"

I didn't tell him it was tempting. I really didn't want to leave my vampire-free safe haven.

And I couldn't figure out why, because...well...I loved my vampires.

I was starving. Nothing compared to the Pack, but fuck was I hungry. Even Jacob gave me a weird look when I went for my unusual seconds.

"You're judging me, Jacob Black? You're on your fifth plate," I hissed, swatting his hand.

I had called my father, making plans to stay at the Blacks. He was thrilled, of course, that I was talking to Jacob again, so thrilled in fact he didn't even ask where I would be sleeping. He didn't even note that Billy had left town that morning. He was just thrilled I was at Jacob's and not Edward's.