A/N : Well this update was fast wasn't it lol. nd im sry 2 say that this story will not go beyond a two-shot. im not rly a Seddie shipper so its hard to write for this pairing :/ O, nd in this part the characters may seem a bit OOC; plz tell me if they r. So anyways, enjoy!

Disclaimer: These things r sooo annoying. i obviously dont own icarly

Sam's POV

I honestly don't think I've ever cried so hard in my life. Freddie, my secret love, just said he wished I was dead! Just thinking about it makes me cry even harder. In fact, I'm crying so hard I'm having trouble breathing. But maybe that's a good thing. If Freddie wants me dead so much maybe I should just stop breathing. I'll do anything to make him happy. Even though I torture him on a day-to-day basis, I do it with love, honest. Just to see his smile light up the room, and my heart…no, he hates me. He wants me dead. I can't think about him like that anymore. I hold my breath until my lungs feel like they're going to explode. Bah, I can't do it! I suck in air, gasping and choking. I still can't believe he wants me dead…then I hear a knock at the door.

"Sam?" It's Freddie! What does he want?! Hasn't he broken my heart enough for one day?!

"What do you want, Freddork?" I ask menacingly, disgusted with how weak it comes out.

"Sam, I just came to say I'm sorry."

"No you have nothing to be sorry for, I'm glad you told me how you really feel." Even I can hear the bitterness in my voice as I say it.

"I didn't mean it, Sam! I was just angry!"

"Whatever, just leave me alone." I mutter. The last thing I want is for him to see me crying like some kind of daffodil.

"…Can I come in?"

"No."

"Please Sam?"

"I said no!"

"…I know you like me, Sam." What?! Who told him…CARLY! That traitor! I told her that in secret! Jeez, does an ankle shake mean nothing anymore?! Whatever, I'll deal with Shay later. I sigh reluctantly and unlock the door, then sit back on the toilet. Freddie comes in hesitantly, and I glare at him. I may love him, but that doesn't mean I'm not insanely mad and upset that he wished death upon me. "Sam, I really am sorry." Just seeing him look so guilty brings back memories of the minutes before, and I start crying again. He looks shocked at actually seeing me crying, then comes over and awkwardly hugs me. I have a strong desire to push him to the floor, but also a strong desire to return the hug. What to do, what to do…well he just wished death upon me, so…he's on the ground. I just stare at him with my arms crossed.

"Sam?" He asks. I can tell he's feigning calmness.

"Yes?" I ask icily.

"Why do you like me?" What kind of dumb question is that? And how am I supposed to answer that?

"I-I don't know, I just do. You should consider yourself lucky that any girl likes you!"

"See? It's comments like that! You just gotta say 'em, don't you, Sam?" He does make an excellent point.

"Yeah, I do, this way you wouldn't know I liked you!"

"Why shouldn't I know?"

"Because you like Carly, NOT ME!" I didn't want to say that. I hadn't planned to. It just kinda came out. Before I know it I'm crying again. I see realization come over Freddie's face as he pulls me into another hug. This time I don't push him on the floor; I return it, crying into his shoulder.

"Sam," he mutters. "I haven't like Carly ever since our first kiss." I look up, trying to retain SOME dignity as I wipe my tears away.

"Y-you haven't?"

"Nope. I've had my eyes set on much blonder sights…that's why it hurts so much when you make fun of me." Wait, he likes me back? He likes me back!

"I'm sorry, Freddie, I-I didn't realized you even liked me as a friend, but are you saying you like me as-" I was cut off by his lips pressing into mine. We stood in the bathroom kissing for about a full minute. When we finally pulled apart I was in a happy daze.

"So wadda say we just forget about the past and start anew, huh, Puckett?" he asks. I can only manage to nod my head.

"Only if you'll be my boyfriend." I mutter. He smiles.

"It's a done-deal." And we seal it with a final hug. Although, somewhere in my subconscious, I know that I will never forget that he once wished I was dead…

A/N: Yay a happy ending...rite? I'll let ur imaginations carry th story farther if u wish ;). well, thats it. i hoped u enjoyed my first-tho prob not last-Seddie fic :D