Sasuke's thoughts

A/N: Hey!......ok I know I haven't been updating "Summer House" but I'll get to that! I promise! My computer had a virus and deleted the chapter I was working on :( But please read it and tell me if you like it or not...because I think it sucks....lol...anyways on with the story!!! Oh I'm gonna start working on some new stories soon!!!

Summary: What Sasuke thinks of Sakura and why and how he can't let her in.....

She was the sunshine that melted his heart, she was his light when he was left alone in the dark and she was his teamate. Everytime he treated her badly, everytime he would call her annoying, she would always treat him with kindness...."ne, Sasuke-kun are you hurt?" "Sasuke-kun do you want something to eat?" and he would just hurt her....

It's not like he wanted to hurt her...he was protecting her...like he did when they went on missions as Team 7. He didn't like it when she was hurt....he hated seeing her in pain.....even though he was the one that caused it.......He was doing what he had to do to protect her from himself.....

He was someone meant to be alone....why did she try to go againist that? It was meant to be.....it was his fate.....and she hated how it had to be that way.....she wanted him to let people in....people who cared about him....like her.....

He was afraid to get close to her.....to let her in.....if Itachi came and killed someone precious to him again...he would....he wouldn't know what to do...but whatever he could do wouldn't bring back his dead loved ones....he would miss her too much....

Maybe if things were different...then maybe he could make her happy....he didn't understand how he made her happy....everytime she was around him she was always smiling or giggling.....was it because he protected her? Or how he showed he cared in little ways...? Either way he didn't understand....

She could never understand him....to be alone is the worst feeling...she had a family, and friends...he had lost his family and pushed away friends....she was nothing like him.....

He was cold, quiet and independent....she was warm, talkitive and cheery...he didn't get how someone so....different than him ....could like him so much....

She loved him...so much her heart could burst....but him....he didn't love her one bit....and how.......

How could she love him after all the pain he caused her?

Tell me what you think!!! If you want a sequal tell me!!! :D Please review and if you do Garaa will give you a cookie!

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but he ate all the sugar ones! :'(