I DO NOT OWN LWD! OR THESE LYRICS!

Italics are memories

Italics bold are song lyrics

Regular is the story

--------------------------------------------CASEY'S POV-------------------------------------------------------------

If anyone asks,

" Casey, What happened?" Emily pleaded.
Ill tell them we've both just moved on.

" We...just moved on."

She hung her head, and walked on.
When people all stare,
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk.

Wishing that they would stop, they didn't really understand. Not like he did.

Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride, and bite my tongue.
Pretend I'm OK with it all,
Act like there's nothing wrong.

He was there in front of me, it looked like he might say something but we walked away

from each other instead.

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
She was holding herself, so she wouldn't fall apart. She's never known this much pain.

How in the world did she let him get so close? She trusted him, and he ruined everything.

He just ran away.
If anyone asks,

" Case, I'm worried about you. Please tell me what happened."
I'll tell them we just grew apart.

" We just grew apart." I put a brave face, but I knew Sam could see right through it.
(I'll tell them we just grew apart)
What do I care,
If they believe me or not.
(If they believe me or not)
Whenever I feel,
Your memory is breaking my heart.

I was laying there in his arms, looking up at him. He was smiling down at me, pushing away a strand of hair from my face.

The sun was out and there was a light breeze. Almost nobody was there in the park as we laid there in each others arms.

" Case?" He whispered in my ear, I was falling asleep.

" Yes, Derek?" I opened my eyes to look at him.

" I love you." He blushed slightly, smiling but his eyes were serious.

" I love you, too." I whispered and kissed him sweetly.
I'll pretend I'm OK with it all,
Act like there's nothing wrong.
I wiped away a stray tear, I thought the library would be the place to get away from him but no. He was there, and he saw that stray tear, I thought I saw tears in his eyes to.
Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
She hugged her pillow, trying not to think of him. He wasn't worth the tears, she thought but it couldn't stop her. This pain she felt was almost unbearable and it was all because he ran away.
I'm Talking in circles.
I'm lying they know it.
Why wont this just stop go away
She never got back up, she just laid there. Hoping, wishing, NEEDING the pain to stop. She need HIM but he ran away.
Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry!
Cry!

She had gotten up at some point, but didn't make it really far. She was leaned against a corner, and she almost welcomed the loneliness. Having her own apartment made that simple, being alone.

But she couldn't stand being alone, and she cried harder...

Mainly because she couldn't stop, and all because he ran away.