Sumary: One day Bella decides to have her life back after Edward leaves and she becomes like her friends Jessica and Lauren. The same day she meets one of her dad old friends and he offers something that Bella needs to get completely back. This is after Edward leaves in New Moon.

This chapter is named after Cobra Starship and Leighton Meester's song Good Girls Go Bad and I think when you finish this chapter you'll understand.


Bella No More: Good Girls Go Bad

I remember clearly what I decided a long time ago, like if was just yesterday. I woke up that morning feeling that something was different…but really the only thing that changed was the way I was looking it. I didn't feel the need to cry, I didn't feel the need to curl up in my bed, and I didn't feel lonely. Why should I care if Edward Cullen left? Why should I care if he didn't love me any more? No, I shouldn't, so I won't. I'm feeling arrogant but for me its ok, I WAS heartbroken for a long time and now that's going to change. After a long summer vacation I decided to be a new version of me, Bella no more, Izzy, yeah Izzy. A hot, stylish, Alice-ish, sluttish Bella = Izzy. I went right straight to my closet to check if the box of the things Alice bought me during the best part of my life. And of course I had it because Alice made me put the hot pink box inside the safe and I didn't even bother to ask why, but probably she wanted me to keep something that reminded me of her. And that was the only way to keep it because Edward took everything that had to do with him or any of the Cullens. I went to my closet and I turned on the lights, I moved all the clothes to the sides, and stepped inside. I put the code and then grabbed the key that always hangs from my neck and open it. YES! There it was. If I ever see Alice again I will have to thank her very much. I took the box and close the door of the safe. I went to my bed, and then I sat down, and open it. There where 7 letters and a book that looked like a photo album. Wait a minute, 7 letters? I thought Edward didn't know. First, Carlisle, he was the leader and like a father to me.

Dear Bella:

I know this is hard for you, but you have to know that is very hard for us, we love you; everyone here, even Jasper is having a hard time. I would be very happy if you don't try to kill yourself, but I know Edward would be happier. I'm sorry Bella, but he doesn't trust himself, after the 'James Accident' he thinks that he is a danger for you, but he never stopped loving you. I'm hoping that you get over it and continue with your life, he wishes that or at least he wishes the best for you. Continue with your life but please don't forget us. We'll all miss you, daughter.

Sincerely,

Carlisle.

How sweet, yes, I promise not to forget but to continue. Esme, she was like a mother to me during the time I was far away from Renée.

My Dear Bella,

We'll miss you a lot. Thank you so much for all that you did to us. First, Edward, you gave him the soul he thought he didn't have nor disserve. Well, you made Alice more calmed when you made Bella Barbie like a price and not a daily thing. Jasper, wow Jasper, you helped him a lot, now he doesn't have trouble being near humans, I knew he hadn't any trouble but you gave him confidence. Now Emmett is more controlled than before, he hasn't broken the French doors since the 'James Accident'. Rosalie isn't jealous anymore and she values everything she has. To Carlisle and me, Bella, you made us happy and you made us feel like humans, like human parents. Bella, when Edward told me that he wanted to leave without you, I was upset but really I felt like I was about to lose something and then I remembered how I felt when I lost my little baby. I remembered the pain of losing a beloved person, and that's how I feel right now. I will always love you and you'll be always in my heart.

Love you,

Esme

Wow. The real mother I had was Esme, she IS so sweet, I miss her so much. Little Pixie is now.

Bellie!

Finally you opened the box! Sorry that I didn't tell you. He would have known. These clothes will be goin' to be fabulous. I will miss you, sis. We all are goin' to. Good luck with your new life. I'll miss you so much!

Your forever sis,

Ali.

WOW. Deep words Alice. I miss you so much, you can't even imagine. I will never forget you.

BELLAAAAA!

I'll miss you a lot! Definitely this family won't be the same without you. And don't tell anybody but I feel like crying! Wow that sounded gay, just kidding but I feel depressed like everyone here and I remark EVERYONE. I'll miss you and lil' sis you'll always be in our hearts and memories.

Truly,

Emmett Cullen!*

Very deep, Emmett, very deep. I miss you too, Big Bro. Jasper's now.

Dear Bella,

We will miss you so much. Bella, I personally feel awful of what I did after all you did for me. Thank you for helping me with the blood lust thing. I will miss you, we will miss you.

Your brother,

Jasper.

Aw, Jazzy don't feel bad, I personally learned from Alice that all happens for a reason. Be happy, I miss you and I'm happy I helped. Now, my dear Rose.

Dear Bella,

I'll miss you and I love you. Sorry of what I will say –write actually- I hate Edward so much, I couldn't believe he wanted to leave you here, in Forks. When I was ordered to leave by Edward, I felt like I was living again my last human moments, I couldn't choose to or even to say good bye. I'm sorry, I'll miss. I love you, forever.

Rose.

Wow Rose. I miss you and I love you. Now, finally, maybe the one that will hurt the most. Edward. But I need to move on and I think this is my first step.

Dear Bella,

If for a strange and odd reason you are reading this, all I wanted to really say is how much I love you, and if I ever see you again, I hope you can forgive me. If I could cry, I would be in this moment because I hate doing this but Bella; you have to understand that I never stopped loving you but is safer this way. Bella I will always love you and always will. Without you Bella I feel empty. I love you Bella princess. Hope to see you soon.

Edward : )

I love you Edward and always will but you decided so I will move on.

Now was time to see the photo album. The first one was me and Edward in my bed, a Saturday, a shopping Saturday and the pixie had a camera with her so she thought that we looked pretty cute. The second one was Ali, Rose and me before my birthday. The third one was Emmett and Jasper giving me a bear hug, oh sweet times. The four one was Carlisle, Esme, Edward and me in the kitchen. The fifth one was all the Cullen kids and Bella. There were many more sweet pictures. I think that I will frame the second, third and forth picture and hung then in the wall with some others that I have alone, with Charlie and with Renée.

Then I suddenly remember that I needed to learn how to use heels, and the only reason I have a lot is because Eddie-pooh hadn't space or time to take those. I took the ones that looked simpler, because I didn't want to break a really good pair. They were pink and not that tall and they had that sweet style. I put them on and started walking and I tripped once, actually it wasn't that bad. I walk in my room falling a lot but I was getting better. After hours and hours of practicing I decided that I was doing pretty well and hadn't fallen in a while, so that I would go downstairs. When I got downstairs I was very happy, I didn't even tripped once. I felt comfortable in that pair of heels and they look like old Bella and they were cute enough but I think I will change them to something taller after dinner. Charlie is about to get home so I put my iPod in the speaker and chose the song called "Take me away (Freaky Friday)" by Christina Vidal. While I did the chicken I started to sing.

Yeah.. Yeah..

Get up. Get out.
Move on, move on. There's no doubt.
I'm all wrong. You're right.
It's all the same with you.
I'm too thin, too fat.
You ask why, so why
so why, so why, so why?

On and on and on and on.
On and on and on and on.

Don't wanna grow up.
I wanna get out.
Hey, take me away.
I wanna shout out.
Take me away, away, away, away.
Away...

Round and round, here we go again.
Same old start, same old end.
Turn my head, I turn back again.
Same old stuff never ends.
Do this, do that. Can't deal, can't deal with that.
I tune in, tune out. I've heard it all before.
Hello, goodbye. Never asking me why.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

On and on and on and on.
On and on and on and on.

Don't wanna grow up.
I wanna get out.
Hey, take me away.
I wanna shout out.
Take me away, away, away, away.
Away...

[Guitar solo]

Don't wanna grow up.
I wanna get out.
Hey, take me away.
I wanna shout out.
Take me away, away, away, away.
Away...

Don't wanna grow up.
I wanna get out.
Hey, take me away.
I wanna shout out.
Take me away, away, away, away.
Away...

Round and round, here we go again.
Same old story, the same old end.
Turn my head, I turn back again.
Same old stuff never ends.

"Wow Bella!" Charlie said. He came with a man, I think he had the same age as Charlie but he clearly looked younger. He was tall, muscular, with the blackest hair I have ever seen but short but not the short when someone is losing hair, cut short.

"Bella, this is Steve Neville an old school friend, Steve this is Bella, my only daughter" Charlie said with the biggest smile I have ever seen him wear. Maybe he was happy because of his friend or because I have my life back.

"Hi Steve" I said very happy.

"Hi Bella, is a pleasure to meet you" He said with a cute fatherly tone.

"Hey, Charlie, I did chicken with rice, I didn't knew we had a visitor coming, is ok? Or I change it?" I said with a confused tone.

"No Bells, its ok" He said still with a huge smile.

They went to the living room while I finish with food and the table.

Once I was finish we sat on the table and Steve told me something I didn't expect and that caught me by surprise.

"Hey Bella…" He said with a happy and relieved tone but serious.


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