Warnings: AH, OOC (Edward Mostly)

Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight, the closest I own to that is a shitty hand made illustration book.


Prologue

'Playground school bell rings again. Rain clouds come to play again. Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to. Hello. If I smile and don't believe. Soon I know I'll wake from this dream. Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken. Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide. Don't cry. Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping. Hello I'm still here; All that's left of yesterday.'

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November 3rd 2008 (Bella is 17)

"I'm afraid to tell you that the accident has damaged her left temporal lobe, when she wakes, it is likely she will suffer from short term memory loss. We were unable to to anything during surgery. I am very sorry, Charlie... Renee."

"I'm sorry too, Carlisle. Edward, will he..."
"It's likely she wont remember him..."
"I see. Maybe it's for the best."

"There is also something else you should know... Something you should be prepared for."

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November 23rd 2008 (Bella is 17)

The first thing I noticed was the stench of disinfectant burning at my nostrils, the smell of a hospital. Then the echo of a near by electro-cardiogram, it's beeping and the weak pumping I could feel inside my head were in perfect synchronization which drew me to the pain in my head. My left side was throbbing, I could feel myself going under... Again. My eyelids were still heavy and my body limp, so I was unable to observe with my eyes or feel around, so I decided to do the next best thing.

"Edward?"

And I was gone.

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October 21st 2009 (Bella is 18) Present Time.

The alarm clock on my bedside table clicked, I knew if I didn't move now then I would have to listen to it's horrendous screeching in about ten seconds. I flapped my arm around trying to find the object that I despised so much, when I found it I managed to knock out the battery, pleasing myself. I was unable to dose back off though, despite the fact that it was freezing outside my duvet, I moaned in objection but sat up anyway. I finally opened my eyes, squinting from the morning light, then stretched my arms high but shuddered immediately. Definitely freezing. I almost noticed that something was off in my bedroom. It looked emptier, a lot emptier but I couldn't put my finger on it. What ever was absent, it mustn't had mattered much. I eventually managed to roll out of bed, almost crying when my feet came in contact with the ice- cold, laminate flooring. It was far too cold for this shit and it wasn't even winter... I hated Forks.

Monday morning seemed to drag by, like usual because Senior year was very exciting. I was glad when lunch approached and I slumped my self down on my chair at the empty table. I gazed around the cafeteria and it was empty, I was early and was pleased to know that I wouldn't have to wait in line to get my lunch. Once I returned to the table with the usual pizza and chips on my tray the rest of my friends were already seated, devouring their home made lunch. School food wasn't up to their standards, since they were like, really rich and all, but I wouldn't call them snobby, well, except Rosalie, but still, they are my friends. I sat next to Alice and Emmett, he softly punched my shoulder with a "sup?" and she kindly smiled. Nobody talked for a while until it felt awkward so I was about to comment on Laurens' atrocious new hair-do until Alice spoke first.

"What's the date today?" she was jotting something in her diary.

"October 21st... ten days till your big party!" I enthused.

Alice smiled again and then looked at Jasper as if to ask a silent question, looking back at me afterwards.

"Yeah, everything's sorted..." She sighed.

"Holy shit, Alice, you're usually whipping horses about your parties. What's wrong?"

"Her brother's coming... All the way from Alaska" Emmett answered.

"College Edward? Twenty-one year old, college Edward?" I smiled.

"Emmett!" Alice snapped. "I mean, he probably wont but, if he does, just stay away from him, Bella."

"Why?"

"He's just bad news... He's not who you would think he is."

"But you always said nice things about Edward?"

"Yeah. And that Edward's gone." She seemed worked up, So I left things there.

Jasper immediately started to rub her shoulder, as if to comfort her and I noticed the concerned look he was aiming at me.

If Alice wanted me to stay away from him, I would.

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October 21st, 2007 (Bella is 16)

Monday morning seemed to drag by, like usual because Sophomore year was very exciting. I was glad when lunch approached and I slumped my self down on my chair at the empty table. I gazed around the cafeteria and it was empty, I was early and was pleased to know that I wouldn't have to wait in line to get my lunch. Once I returned to the table with the usual pizza and chips on my tray the rest of my friends were already seated, devouring their home made lunch. School food wasn't up to their standards, since they were like, really rich and all, but I wouldn't call them snobby, well, except Rosalie, but still, they are my friends. I sat next to Alice and Emmett, he softly punched my shoulder with a "sup?" and she kindly smiled and returned to scratching whatever ideas she had in her notebook.

"What's the date today?" She asked not letting her eyes leave the page.

"October 21st... ten days till your big party!" I enthused.

"Yes! Which is going to be extremely hot! And Bella, You are not going as anything scary..."

"But it's Halloween."

"Exactly, so you could come naked and nobody would care. Are you getting my point?"

"No..."

"You'll see." She grinned at me.

"Her brother's coming... All the way from Alaska" Emmett answered.

"College Edward? Nineteen year old, college Edward?" I smiled.

"Emmett!" Alice snapped. "I mean, he probably wont but, if he does, just stay away from him, Bella."

"Why?"

"He's just bad news..." She glared at me.

"But you always said nice things about Edward?"

"Yeah, that was before college corrupted him into a crack whore." She sighed.

"Oh." Alice seemed worked up, So I left things there.

If Alice wanted me to stay away from him, I would.


Sorry if it is quite confusing right now. What I can explain without spoilers is that Bella first meets Edward when she's 16 and knows him for a year. The reason she calls out edward's name in the hospital is because she knows who edward is until she wakes up in present time, and her mind has totally erased him from her suddenly. That is why her room seems a bit unfamiliar, but that will be explained later. And her family and friends already know that she has forgotten him, this too will be explained.

So what do you think? I have good ideas about this story and quite a few twists that's id love to share. So, The More reviews, the more it will motivate me to write more and bigger chapters. ;)