Do You See?

Natsumi... do you see me when I stumble?

It rarely happens, me being a superb warrior, but I must admit you make me stumble sometimes. Do you see it? Those moments when I can't hide my forlorn expression as you show hatred for me, Natumi? Do you see that as you walk away with your angry look that is still so beautiful?

I almost wish you did. It would make everything easier if you did. That way I could know once and for all where my loyalties need to be in this war without having to try and say anything. I have no time for speeches like that.

It that was true, I wouldn't have time to write this dumb letter either. I'm just afraid. So this will get blown up like the rest of them.

But I still hope you see me.