A/N: Hey guys...this is not a really story it's more of just a 'story' is more for the song(Evanescence-my immortal).Hope you like it, this is after Edward Bella's point of view.

Disclaimer:I do not own characters from twilight,nor do I own the song.



I sat on my bed,,how I miss...Edwards' smell , lips , eyes , body...no, I should not think of him left me.I instantly felt the rip in my hurts so so much,knowing he is began to fall from my already red,swollen eyes.

Stop it Bella,the voice in my head chimed,he left you get over it! But I can' meant too much to me.I slid my arms across my ribcage,trying to let my stupid self not fall apart.I then thought I should do something to get my mind off of it,so I stood up and turned my radio I heard it...a song that resembled my pain and my 's My Immortal.

I fell down into a ball on the cold wooden curling more and more into my self--my own safe cacoon.I heard the word that played on the radio...

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

If you have to leave

I wish you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much

That time can not erase

Now I cried more.I felt my heart being ripped open,and I clutched onto my ribs,keeping it from tearing apart.

You cry I'd wiped away all of your tears

You scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

You still have...

All of me

Now I was struggling with the pain E...he left behind.

You used to captivate me

by your resonating light

But now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

Yes,I remember him those peacefull night he laid beside me when I was always in my dreams...but now those dreams I still have of him,haunts me every night.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I began thinking more about this dreadfull,dead life without him.I wish Victoria would just find me and kill me to stop this should just fucking kill me already! I just want to be fucking dead! I was a fucking idiot to have thought he loved me...to have thought he cared.I'm a fucking dumbass!

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

I cried and screamed more in pain least Charlie isn't home--working late,again tonight.I couldn't breath anymore...

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of meeeeee

All of meeeee

All meeee

All meeee

And suddenly my vision faded.I passed out in my eyes closed,I saw Jacob right there with worry on his bronze like face and black dark eyes...and then I saw nothing more.


A/N: So?What did you think of my first ever one-shot story?Hope you like it! Also Reviews is appreciated!

And let me just say...I know this is not a good 'story' but there you go.

Thank you!