I don't know why I'm writing this, part of me hopes that you'll never find this. Perhaps I'm being selfish like I always am. I want to say thanks for everything. I've probably caused you far more trouble than I should have, but I don't regret any of it. Everything that was done got us to where we are now. Just please remember to smile once in a while; you still have a life to live; nothing is hopeless.

Please don't forget me. You can do anything you want, just don't forget that I was in your life, even if it was for a moment. You mean so much to me, both as a friend and a person. I never will have enough courage to say it to you so this is it. Maybe someday I'll prove that statement wrong, but not right now. I'm sorry.

I love you.