Note: My family is getting new carpet and tile in our house which takes 3 days and I'm going to have to unplug the computer during that time. So unfortunately, this Tuesday- Thursday I will not have use of a computer. ;(
Alice started walking over to my table during lunch. She had a look of determination on her face. I quickly glance at the Cullen's table behind her to see their displease looks however they didn't stop her.
I glanced back to see her standing in front of me, smiling sweetly.
I smiled warmly back, glad she didn't care what the other Cullen's thought of me.
"So listen, I know you had this weird fight with Edward or whatever but I really think you guys can work it out."
Alice and her visions.
"Alice it's not going to happen." I stated in a calm voice.
"What?" She asked confused.
"Me, Edward, the future." I explained eyeing her up and down.
Her eye bulged out of her head as she gasped. I played dumb as she came to a realization.
She shook her head fast.
"No, yeah fine, excuse me."
I watched amused as she hurried back to her family.
Well that shut her up.
I headed to my car only to be stopped in my tracks by the sight before me. The whole Cullen family stood in front of my car waiting for me.
Oh shit, that's not good.
I gulped trying to act calm as I headed over. Alice stood alert looking like she wanted answers, while the other Cullen's looked confused and annoyed. Edward was the only one avoiding my gaze, looking down at the ground.
After a moment Alice finally spoke.
"Hey, you're probably wondering what where all doing here?"
I shook my head in disagreement.
"No, not really. I know, and you know that I know, yada, yada, yada." I said sounding bored.
At my confession, they all looked up at me suddenly on edge. Edward eyed me curiously.
I looked around the parking lot at the on goers.
"You really want to do this here?" I asked noticing some students were starting to stare at the scene before them.
Alice caught on and took charge.
"Edward, you take Bella. We will meet you back home."
I sighed frustrated knowing I would have to be stuck all alone with Edward.
Edward drove in silence as I looked out my window watching the scenery go by. We were half way to the Cullen's house when Edward suddenly stopped the car. I turned to question him when he spoke.
"I have to know now, what is it that you know and why do you hate me?"
I could hear the frustration in his voice as he looked down at the steering wheel. I sighed irritated he was so blind.
"Yes, I know your all vampires okay."
He tensed up spinning his head around to face me, shock clearly written on his face.
I looked down at my hands as I tried to clarify things.
"It's hard to explain." I expressed.
"Try." Edward ordered eager to hear.
"Do you believe in déjà vu? I asked looking up.
Edward looked even more confused than before.
"Déjà vu? I guess." He answered scratching his head feeling awkward.
"Well, I already went through this, met you guys, found out what you were and we used to be together." I confessed.
Edward took in the new found information silently confirming something.
"That's how you know us so well?"
Edward hesitated before speaking again.
"Why do you hate me than, What did I do?"
I took a deep breath before continuing.
"You left me, for my safety, and I killed myself over you."
Edward stiffened at this.
"That explains the dream."
I turned towards him curious.
He turned his attention away from the steering wheel to look at me.
"When you talked to yourself in your sleep that day a school, you told me not to leave you, that…"
He stopped short sounding almost afraid to continue.
"What?" I asked desperate to know what I might have unveiled to him without ever knowing.
"That you couldn't live without me."
I sighed stressed before confirming his assumption.
The car suddenly filled with silence. I could tell from the look on Edward's face that he had more to say. I waited till he was ready to ask.
"So, when we were together, how did we, I mean did we…"
I lightly snickered as Edward put his head down looking embarrassed as he tried to say the word sex.
I gentle touched his arm trying to ease his discomfort. However his form tensed more at my touch.
"No, we didn't have sex, we kissed."
He turned towards me stun.
"I was able to control myself?"
I slowly nodded.
"Yeah, you're stronger than you think."
Edward smirked at that and without realizing it took my hand in his. I flinched at his touch.
"Oh sorry, forgot about the cold." He said apologetic.
"It's not that." I informed him sadly.
"You like Mike?" Edward asked out of the blue.
His assumptions couldn't be further from the truth but I couldn't let him know that.
"Please don't, can we go now." I pleaded sensing the walls I put up slowly breaking down.
Edward sighed sadly but granted my wish starting the car up again.
Once we reached the Cullen house Edward filled the rest of the family in on the story. They all were amazed it was possible and even more curious about me.
"I'm tired; I'm going to lie down." I announced to them.
They nodded as I made my way up the stairs. I looked around till I found the room I was looking for. I closed my eyes remembering the first time I was in here.
Edward coming up from behind me. "This is my room." He stated proudly, making me turn to face him. He showed me his familiar smirk heading over towards me with love in his eyes.
I tensed feeling a presence behind me.
"Yeah, this is my room." Edward said softly.
"I know." I said through a crack voice as a tear slide down my face.
Edward noticed turning me to face him.
I looked down at the floor too scared to look him in the eyes.
"I feel like I loss you."
Edward sighed pulling me into an embrace.
"Bella you haven't lost me, I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere." Edward said trying to sooth me.
"Yes you will." I declared, breaking away from him taking a seat on his bed.
Suddenly something occurred to me.
"When did you get a bed?"
Edward tensed up at my question avoiding any eye contact.
"Alice bought it, her and her stupid visions." He replied laughing sadly.
I looked him over as he pretended to look through his huge cd collection. I silently headed over taking his hand in mine. He said nothing as I lead him over to the bed. I laid down giving him room to join me.
"Lay with me."
He did though made sure there was a good distance between us.
I scooted over to him, hugging him to me. I heard a gasp escape him as we lay before Edward spoke.
"Hmm?" I question taking in his sweet intoxicating smell.
"Can I kiss you?"
I could hear the fear of rejection in his voice. I slowly pulled back to see his nervous face.
"I don't know can you?" I smirked challenging him.
Edward lightly laughed glad some of the tension was gone.
It quickly got quiet as his fingers lightly traced my lips.
"I don't want to hurt you." He confessed as his face cringed at the thought.
"I know." I said lightly kissing the fingers that touched my lips.
Edward gasped removing his hand from my face bringing his fingers to his own lips, inhaling my scent. His eyes filled with desire; leaning back into me he kissed me hard on the mouth. I moaned at his forcefulness not wanting the kiss to end.
I could feel Edward's hitch breath against my face as he broke the kiss.
"Bella please, I don't know if I can." He pleaded, wanting me to take the lead, afraid he might slip.
I rolled on top of him. His posture remained stiff as his hands grip my waist.
Edward leaned up capturing my lips again in another harsh kiss. I licked his mouth as he parted, causing him to freeze. I took one of Edward's hands off my waist bringing a finger to my mouth, gentle sucking it.
I watched as Edward's eyes darken, he growled catching me off guard, flipping us over so that he was back on top. I wrapped my legs around him through our heavy make out session. He groaned breaking the kiss.
"I want you so badly."
I silently pushed Edward off of me; he gave me an apologetic look thinking I was offended. I showed him otherwise taking my shirt off.
"Bella." He gasped surprised.
I straddle him again kissing him passionately.
"Edward?" I called out groggily as I woke up in an empty bed.
My eyes widen worried.
"Edward?" I questioned again looking around the room, tears forming in my eyes as I got no response.
"Shh, I'm here." Edward said softly coming from out of the dark, looking concerned.
Tears ran down my face.
"I thought you left again." I confessed as he got closer.
"I'm not going anywhere, okay." He said taking a seat next to me on the bed.
I sighed in relief seeing the truth in his words.
"Okay, just don't do that again."
Edward shook his head in agreement. However it wasn't enough for me, I had to hear it.
"I promise." Edward said through sad eyes as he moved a strain of hair out of my face.
"I'm not going anywhere Bella, you are my life." He confessed sweetly kissing my cheek before bringing me into an embrace.
I sighed in relief as his whisper in my ear.
The End! ;)