This one is for all of my Team Jacob friends...I certainly am a huge fan of Edward, but as I was listening to a decent song the other day I was inspired to write a bit of an angsty yet satisfying tale of Jacob and Bella. Lemme know how you like it! We'll see how long this one goes for...read and review - thanks!
All human, lemony, of course.
"Why are you doing this?" he demanded, fury and pain laced his eyes with red. "Is he making you?"
I shook my head unconvincingly as the tears fell. My lip trembled as I looked up into Jacob's eyes which caused a full-out sob to escape from me. His large, warm hands gripped my shoulders and pulled me into him, wrapping his arms around me. My arms laid limp at my sides refusing to wrap around the one thing that I never wanted to let go of. I knew if I embraced him in return that I never would leave...
"Bella, listen to me," he whispered into my hair, "I need you. You're my best friend. You can't leave me, I don't know what I would do without you..."
I buried my head in his chest as his faded t-shirt soaked up my tears. His fingers laced through my hair tenderly, rubbing the strands between his forefinger and thumb. My lungs took in two large breaths as I prepared to tell him, "Jacob, I'm going with Edward to college. I will work for the first semester until I get accepted into a college there somewhere. He's going to Dartmouth; he's going to be a doctor."
"Is that what you want, Bella? To go to some school and be the girlfriend of an aspiring doctor? What about your writing? Traveling you wanted to do? What about what Bells wants?" Jacob said as he pushed me away to look at me. His eyes still looked as though they were stinging with tears. I tried to appear as resolved as I possibly could and nodded yes. "Well then I am coming with you. I have enough cash saved up to go, I just need some time to figure out..."
I had to be brave and convincing. "Jake, I'm leaving and I don't want you to come with. Edward and I are starting a life together, not Jacob and Bella."
His eyes unwillingly pooled with tears as they toppled down his cheeks. "But I though that you were going to stay here and go to school. With me." he barely was able to push those heartbreaking words out. I swallowed the pent up sobs in my chest as I continued. Jake and I had planned for years that I would take my generals at the local community college until he graduated from High School. Then he would go to school for vehicle repair (which he was already proficient in) in Port Angeles and I would go to college there to finish up my schooling. It had been planned that way as long as I could remember, at least until Edward came into the picture.
"Please Jake, don't make me choose between a mundane, boring life here in Forks and Edward. I will choose Edward. Every time." That was low and even I knew it. I stayed visually confident, but on the inside I was torn apart. Edward had given me an option to stay here or go with him. He wasn't willing to try a long distance relationship; he wanted all of me or nothing. Apparently Jake was more than unwelcome in Edward's eyes.
"Bella..." he exhaled defeated. "But..."
"Jake, stop," I knew what was coming. I didn't want to hear those three words escape his lips. My toes extended upwards so that I could reach his wet cheek, kissing it gently. "I'm leaving in a couple of days and I wanted to say goodbye."
He stood motionless, eyes closed and fists clenched.
"Goodbye, Jake," I whispered. I turned and made my way out the front door where the familiar rain cascaded over me. It camouflaged my tears as it soaked me completely; I forgot my jacket in the truck. I swung the door open and stepped up into the cab when a hand grabbed mine. I turned back to see Jacob breathing heavily and staring directly at me. He pulled me out of the truck, wrapping his arm around my waist and cornering me roughly against the side of the bed of the truck.
"You're not leaving until you hear me out," He nearly yelled out, "I am completely, utterly and in love with you. I have been for years and I know that you feel it too. I'm sorry that I waited until now to tell you, but know that I would never hurt you. I would be loyal. I would never make you choose between me and your best friend. Stay with me - please."
"Jake, I..." I whispered, overwhelmed at the amount of feelings running through me. I didn't have time to analyze any of them before Jake grabbed the base of my neck and pulled me toward him, kissing me hungrily. His lips were surprisingly soft and moved fluently against mine. I let him kiss me hoping that he would tire soon and let me go, but he continued. His persuasive lips kept on until I gave in, answering him in every movement. I opened my mouth slightly to slide my tongue across his lower lip, causing him to groan and flatten himself against me.
I called his name again, but this time it was an urging to continue instead of an explanation for him to stop. He brushed my sopping wet hair away from my collarbone, dropping his face to kiss my jawline and behind my ear. My hands stayed glued to my side and I tried to remember why I had to leave in the first place. I arched my back into his body as his lips returned to mine, tongues dueling and lungs gasping for air as the rain poured down our bodies. I moaned slightly when I felt Jake reach down my back side and grip onto my thighs, lifting me easily and wrapping them around his waist, pinning me closer to the truck. His obvious arousal rubbed against me and my resolve completely disappeared.
My hands unclenched and dove into Jacob's long, sleek hair, pulling him closer to me. It was now his turn to moan.
"Bella..." he exhaled. I dropped to his neck and kissed it roughly, grazing my teeth against his skin as he hissed. Tearing me from the truck, he stomped back into is house, through the living room and into his bedroom. The room was black due to the late hour of my call and I recalled that he was at my father's house, likely sleeping off the buzz he acquired after the big game tonight. He often crashed on our couch.
I was set on the ground gently and Jake tore his shirt over his head, revealing the lean, hard muscles he had perfected over the summer. I stood in awe as I ogled him, clearly impressed with his physique. I hadn't seen him without his shirt on since last summer and his brawn was nothing short of impressive. My hands found the hem of my shirt as I pulled it up and over my head, leaving me standing in soaking jeans, flip-flops and an white cotton bra. Jake's jaw dropped as he echoed my ogling. "Bella, you have and always will be the most beautiful thing that I've ever seen. Right now, I don't think you could be any more gorgeous."
I lept into his arms and kissed him with intensity. He enveloped me with his arms and walked toward the bed, bracing me as he leaned over me and laid me on the bed. Every time I imagined moments like these, I would imagine them with Jake being nervous or clumsy, but he knew everything that my body needed without asking. His fingers slid across my body, leaving a trail of goosebumps behind them. Jacob truly knew exactly what I needed, emotionally, mentally, and now physically. He undid the buttons on my jeans and pulled them off, doing the same with his own immediately afterward. He stood before me in white boxers and I laughed.
"What?" He smirked.
I pointed at the white bra and panties ensemble I was wearing and he chuckled, resting his knee in between my legs and laying down on top of me. "You look awfully innocent with your outfit on. I doubt that I would be lucky enough to be your..."
"I have never done this before. You would be my first, Jacob Black."
He looked at me and laughed, "You haven't done this with, umm, anyone else?"
I stared back seriously. He knew not to say his name right now, "No, no one else Jake. Kiss me, please."
His lips found mine again and kissed me sweetly, moaning every now and then. My leg raised and he met it with his hand, caressing the skin on my thigh. I sucked in his lower lip and bit it gently. Jake growled and reached around my back and unclasped my bra, pulling it from my body. He kissed down my chest and kissed my right nipple, licking it and teasing it.
He did the same with my left breast, kissing and licking, and a familiar coil tightened in my stomach. I hadn't ever felt release from it and its intensity was nearly overwhelming. My hand slithered its way down his stomach and slipped under his boxers, gripping onto his tremendous length. His mouth released my nipple and his forhead fell, resting on my shoulder.
I shifted my hand up and down his cock, reveling in its large perfection. Truly, I was a bit intimidated by his size. He hooked his fingers around my panties and pulled them down, ripping them off completely when they reached my knees.
"Impatient, are we?" I laughed.
The white fabric was tossed to the side as he began kissing up the inside of my thigh, sliding his tongue along the way. I was tremendously nervous waiting for him to reach my core. My breathing picked up and he brushed against my hot center, kissing it and licking it gently. "Jake, wow..."
He laughed against me and kissed his way up my stomach, stopping again at my breasts. I moaned again and grabbed his cock, stroking it firmly. Jake groaned in return and his lips swiftly met mine. I felt his length at my entrance and he pushed into me. "Oh, God!"
I felt large hands shake my shoulders as I stirred awake. The room was dark and the hands on my shoulder were slender and lean unlike the firm, strong hands that were on my body eariler. "Bella, you're dreaming."
My eyes focused as I turned my head toward the velvety, smooth voice. "I'm sorry..."
The voice laughed, "It's okay, just go back to bed. Love you, Bella."
She contemplated for a short time and laid her head back down. "Love you too, Edward."