Author's Incoherent ramblings:

Chapter 8

Orochimaru held a panting and weak Anko against his naked body as the shower water ran over them both. He was still trying to catch his breath as well. She leaned her head against his chest and he turned his lips to her neck and kissed it.

"I love you Mitarashi."

"Don't say that." She breathed.

"Why? Its true."

"Will it be true if I have to come at you with lethal force for something you are doing?"

"Yes it will still be true."

"You don't know that."

"But I do know it."

She shook her head back and forth against his chest. He lifted her out of the shower and kissed her.

Anko melted into his arms feeling his body as if it were an extension of her own.

"You could stay here with me..."

"Thats impossible like you coming back to Kohona. Its insane."

"You staying here makes more sense. And makes alot more sense then you denying yourself."

She felt the gravity of everything weigh down on her again. She wanted to cry. But instead she just held him tighter against her.

"I can't stay here. This isn't my life."

"It could be Anko."

Something in her mind started a little. And then began to dawn on her. She had slept with one of the main enemies against Kohona. She needed to get out of here and fast. Despite her feelings despite him opening up to her if she stayed here any longer the lies she'd have to tell just would pile up.

She pushed him away from her.

"It could never be. I could never stand by and do nothing while you cause destruction everywhere you go."

She left and walked into the bedroom. She hurried to find her clothes and started getting dressed. She had almost forgotten about him but she figured it was best not to look at him before she left it would put more guilt in her stomach. She headed towards the door turning the door handle in her hand she felt a strong hand on the offending wrist. She reached out with her other hand but he caught that too.

"Let me go!" She tried to pull her wrists free but it just ended in him pulling her against his body.

"Don't act like a child Anko."

Geez if only she were a child. Then she could say he raped her or something. But no such luck.

He threw her down on the bed. Fleeting images crossed her mind. He wouldn't do that right? He wasn't that much of a bastard right? She tried to get up and he just shoved her back. She tried a second time. He shoved her back and was now sitting on her. She gritted her teeth when she felt his hips against hers. She cursed at him in her mind for only wearing pants he was intending to make things hard for her wasn't he? He looked absolutly furious with her though Anko couldn't understand why. All she knew was she was pinned under him and at his mercy.

Orochimaru read something on her face. She hoped to God it wasn't fear. He stroked her face with his hand.

Orochimaru's POV

She shyed away from his touch. What a completely obstinate ridiculous woman! Did she know NOTHING about him?! Granted they didn't know each other as well as they used to but still!

"You know if you still keep thinking along those lines I might do just that." He said pinning her hands above her.

"W-what?" Anko asked

"You are so easy to read Anko chan." He kissed her collarbone.

"Stop. Please." She breathed. He resisted the urge to slap her for thinking such a thing of him.

"From doing what exactly?" He was sure the threat was there in his voice.

"Please don't..."

Oh God that was so wrong.

"I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING!" He yelled at her. Instantly regretting it when he saw her flinch. He let her hands go and put them around her face making her look at him.

"Anko what would happen if I came back to the leaf village?"

Her eyes widened. She regained her composure after looking baffled.

"Umm You'd probably be put on trial for your crimes against Kohona. I guess you might be able to get pardoned if you played your cards right with the council."

There it was. It hadn't even occurred to her. She was too thick headed when it came to him.

"Oh well then I'll just have to surprise her."

He got off her and helped her up then pulled her till he could feel her breath against his neck.

"I just wanted to talk to you. And for future reference I'm not a rapist."

"I see."

He kissed her gently and let her out of his arms.

As soon as he felt her chakra leave the compound he chest started to ache. Though he knew he wasn't injured. It wasn't a physical blow doing this to him it was a mental one.

Anko's POV

It had been a couple of days since she'd been with him. She tried not to think his name. She had fallen back into her old routine. But Tsunade noticed something was off. Anko covered it up with a plausible lie but Tsunade saw right through it though she didn't say anything.

Sleep was becoming even more hard to come by. Thoughts of him and how he'd touched her kept her awake till after four in the morning. She'd taken to training until her knuckles bled. Until she was utterly exhausted. Then she would collapse on her bed and try to fall asleep. Even while she slept he would appear in her dreams. Sometimes they would be simply nostalgic of their time when she was a genin. Other times she would wake up covered in sweat feeling completely unsatisfied. Then she would get up and take a cold shower.

Anko was currently drying herself off from one at the moment. She looked at herself in the mirror.

"Worse then usual... Great..."

She dried herself off then put on a tank top and shorts. She stepped out into her bedroom. Her eyes focused on a dark shadow leaning up against her window. Further examination revealed pale skin lighted by the moonlight. She walked over to him and placed her arms around him. He responded by pulling her onto his lap hugging her to his chest.

Author's Incoherent ramblings:Haha you all thought I was going to have Oro do that weren't you! Oro is ashamed of you!

UH OH why is Oro there!? What is his plan!?