this is what would happen if rose was killed before VA. ENJOY!!!!


My life is over. She's gone. What will I do now.

I know. The ending i need is right in front of me.

I picked up my bottle of beer and walked over to the wall and turn on my radio and a song starts to play.

I can hear
A little voice inside my head

Man I don't know what to do

Telling Me
That i should do what she says

But what if I don't want to.

Looking over my shoulder
she trying to tell me things

But do I listen? Yes I do.


Always misleading me
Nobody can see

They cant see whats on the inside.

I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that

Man isn't that the truth. I wanna be the real me.

Not the princess everybody knows.

She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong

Its killing me. I want to break down and crumble but she wont let me.

Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

I can tell
When she's about to pull me in

OH Yes !!!

she has no fear
But then she doesnt always win

Ha! She will tonight.

Looking into the mirror
She tryin to have fun with me
Sometimes i take myself way to seriously

Don't we all?

I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

I wanna be the real me.

When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

It's like she sometimes my best friend
Then my enemy again
she is no-where but she's always there
Yeah

I will cherish this enemy.

Ohhh yeah

Oh oh oh oooh

Yeaah

I can hear a little voice inside my head
Telling me i should have done what she said

But I am doing what she said

Yeaah

I can be good
she can Bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh


When i'm little miss perfect
She misbeahaving
i take the blame
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

I will take the blame fully this time.

I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

I Can Be good
She can be bad
We can be this and that
Oh Oh
Yeah
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

And with the end of the song I took that final step of the edge.

I love you Rose. See you soon.

Smiling all the way.


::DISCLAMER:: I do not own the Vampire Academy. The Lovely Ms. Mead does.

The song is Alter Ego by The Clique Girls.

O yea i almost forgot.... click that cute green button and review. I need all the reviews i can get because this is my first try at a fan fiction.

Thanks

~~yaya~~